Bio Test!! Failed!!

Today's bio paper in Exclusive A.. lol.. 11 sort-of essay questions in one and a half hour... first 3 questions blank.. >.<

School dismissed at 3pm today... tun kai had to attend meeting.. with Ms. Kee.. te sheng and i waited till 4.30pm.. wtf..

Took LRT.. then to Tasik Selatan.. missed the train so nid to wait for a while.. pity tesheng.. was punched by tun kai in LRT.. haha.. for tun kai is having face problem..>.< *no offence*

Wanted to take taxi to Exclusive A.. fortunately, 408 bus came and we each saved Rm1.50.. haha.. reached home at 5.15pm.. rest a while then go tuition liao.. then disaster.. lol..

haven bath yet... pigi mandi dulu... later need to do hw.. so ciaoz...

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First post of 2010.. long since Nov last year..

School started..

New Year's Resolution = Do Not Sleep In Class
First thing i did in school = Keep to ur imagination

Duties and stuffs.. at first i tot school would end at 2.30 everyday... tats already the worst of hell.. later on, they say tat Monday, Tuesday and Thursday end at 3.00pm, Wednesday ends at 2.30pm and Friday at 1.20pm.. Walao Eh..

Am at school now.. LK lesson.. LOL..
Nowadays dun even hav time to play games... got time then sleep only...
Sleep alot nowadays in school.. I think its only possible for the first week of school.. haha..

Jeremy Phua aka Arshavin is looking at me typing now.. and he laughed... and asked me to delete everything..

Mr. Wong is now talking bout wild wild west.. WTF..

Its 1.49pm now.. phua asked me to write this.. and he's saying Arshavin Arshavin.. with the O.o look.. He cant online.. pity shit.. haha... Lesson's gonna end soon... i dunno wat to write so im crapping.. hopefully i can revive my blog.. haha..

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What on Earth had I Done??

What the toot had i done huh??? do i look annoying?? or irritating??? or had i mixed with the wrong ones?? I'm just a guy who is too bad to be friend with is it??? dAMN…

I'm tired... exhausted... helpless...

i've been sleeping in class ever since end-term examination ended... my very first paper, which i thought i'd definitely screwed it, turned out to be the highest among all the science subjects... lol... i dun really care bout my results anyway... coz i din study... seriously...

there's lots of changes happening... holidays are coming... and i have 2 camps to attend...^^ hopefully tat will be enough to kill my time... one and a half month of holiday... not even sure whether i can go out with frens... i've just had a new habit... sleep in the afternoon and use the comp till midnight... i dun feel tat tired the next morning... but i dunno wat i'm doing, just staring the screen and looking at facebook... i dun even have the mood to play games... sad case... lifeless shit rite....

have been freaking emo for the past 2 days.... for some reason... which makes me feel helpless?? damn.... haihz... im still in school??? dun feel like going home early...

god bless me... and you... and you... and you....

Back…. again….

well, i guess this blog is dead for more than a month… the title of my previous post is back… and this time, its back… again… LOL…

exam… flunk… i have no comment… expected.. haha… i wasnt in the mood to blog… before exam or after exam…

nothing much to say… coz im in the nothing box right now… haihz…. getting more and more mou liu… >.<

had been waiting to see the word swt…. it makes me happy…. but now its long gone…

random ppl with random post…. writing something i dunno… just to update and revive my blog only… will be updating again when i know wat to write… out of the nothing box into the something box… haha…

Back….

It’s been weeks since my last post…

I dun feel like blogging… Dun feel like typing out words….

Many things happened during the past few weeks but i dun think I’ll be telling all… Just the MBS (IV) Moon cake Festival…

18/09/2009… tats when the event is… we started preparing before the puasa holidays… went back to school during holidays to practice, stay back after school hours till 5 something… its exhausted… at times i feel like dropping everything i had related to this event and walk away… but i cant…

Practice and practice and practice were wat we did… the same old script… and laughing to the max… Robert’s ideas were perfect for laughs… i salute u…

Friday, we went school early in the morning… we started our last minute rehearsal… and i started my decoration… i like the wordings… but sorry, i forget to take pictures of them… pasted everything, we set up everything and everything was going on smoothly when 5pm its started raining… we cant use the terrace… we cant put lanterns… we cant do lantern walk… haihz… becoz of the rain, everything seems messed up… screwed…

fast forward… performance… missed alot becoz was practicing at that time… gal… dress… OMG…. damn… i hate tat part man… wearing dress, catwalk, telling everyone i’m ah mei… wat the heck… i looked ugly… my image… dummm…. flat… haihz…

exams’ days away… many things to study… i have not touched many chapters yet… not haven started revising but haven started reading… i dun even noe the contents… haihz… gtg… i’ll try to find some pictures and post it here… mostly from bryan’s fb… haha… he’s the photographer ma…

~chaoz~

I'm Back..

After a long period of time where i actually lost my identity due to boredom... finally i'm back... with the mood to study, i guess... exam is on the 28 of September and i hav 26 days left to study... BIO, which i hate the most becoz of CHAPTER 5 is something i will be tackling for let say 10 days?? hopefully i can finish them in 10 days la... and also SEJ, i dun think i remember a single thing starting bab 1... haha... hav to revise all over again...

Holiday really sux my life out of me... i hate holidays... makes me lifeless... wat i actually did during the holidays were wake up, work, bath, eat, emo, look at the computer, look for ppl to kacau all the time... and LOST in the WORLD OF EMO??? haha... coz too boring ady and i'll sit there doing nothing... not even dreaming... sooner, the atmosphere became too quiet and i'll start to be moody then emo... lol... night times are the worst... no one to talk to.. no one to lame with... nothing... books and laptop are wat i'm facing at nights.... sian... now is 12.45am wednesday and i'm feeling sleepy ady... chaoz...

Beautiful...~

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up In order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry away And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact thatI may be done with rap I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow In my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow One tough act to follow One tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow But you have to walk a thousand miles In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor Everything is so tense and gloom I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room Just as soon as I walk in It's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention I just want to be just like you Blend in with the rest of the room Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need fucking man servant Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass Laugh at every single joke I crack And half of them ain't even funny like Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown So why don't you all sit down Listen to the tale I'm about to tell Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes And you don't have to walk no thousand miles In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you Nobody asked for life to deal us With these bullshit hands they've delt We have to take these cards ourselves And flip them, don't expect no help Now I could have either just Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned But take this situation in which I'm placed in And get up and get my own I was never the type of kid To wait but I know to unpack his bags Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed For a dad to show up who never did I just wanted to fit in Every single place Every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid Even if it meant acting stupid Aunt Edna always told me Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that Meanwhile I'm just standing there Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more But I already told you my whole life story Not just based on my description Cause where you see it from where you're sitting Is probably 110% different I guess we would have to walk a mile In each other's shoes, at least What size you where? I wear tens Let's see if you can fit your feet In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone... Are you calling me, are you trying to get through woah Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you so Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be home soon And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes That fit you, so put em on and wear em And be yourself man, be proud of who you are Even if it sounds corny, Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

~Eminem~

Lost Identity....

finding myself... the true self... tak tau sudah pigi mana...

emo-ed... and darn fking emo.... cant do anything...

cant do becoz of my mood... not because of my capability...

fish the whole fishing week... burst out today, 10pm...

argh!!!!!

God knows wat is wrong with me...

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master them all...

back from camp...^^

ok.... yesterday's yesterday's camp was fun... we learnt alot and played alot... starts off with eclipse, then comel, then campfire... the campfire was postponed because of the weather... raining... it shud be at 9... but we started at around 11pm... so we end at 12.30pm and started the games... so, the plan is some of them (the pengacau) will be throwing water balloons at the participant when they are playing games at stations or walking around... however it ended up more than tat... lol.. i think balloon habis ady... they fill the whole pail with water and spoosh... lol... everyone was wet... but i'm not...^^ smart ma... haha... wat can i say... haha...

the speaker is ravinther... he's cool man... he's cool... he talked to me during dinner... its really great... to meet someone like him... patient... tats wat my group's faci said bout me... haha... am i really a patient guy?? think so... lol.. perasan.. haha... btw, my team members are devandran, boon liang, darren chia, cheng fang, edward siew, benny, jireh, sze yie and I... there's no leader as we all are leaders... hehe.. lol... the group leader changes every event... first is devandran, then me, then boon liang, then sze yie then darren... haha...

yesterday morning... woke up at 7am... slept for 4 hours only... tired like crap man... haihz... then morning exercise and the "3D" , followed by Smile and Grin and ingredients of a good leader... prize giving and tats the end... went home by lrt with tze keat and zheng kang... i wud not wan to tell wat happend in the lrt... blardy tze keat... t**t.... then zhengkang's mother fetched me home.. thanks....

today got nothing to do so i played the ffs... which i've nvr played b4... my value increase from 300k++ to now almost 5mil... haha.... i dunno how they play man... lol...

i'll hav to stop here... still got add maths haven finish... just realise... lol... chaosz...

wat can i do so tat i wont feel bored??

i'm feeling very very very boring...
watching anime at night...
waiting for the next episode of bleach...
hav nothing to do now...
bought a megaminx...
am able to solve half-way...
learn from youtube...
step by step...
the formulae's actually easy...
almost the same...

in school...
i'm in trouble...
as the filling committee head...
things come to me in the wrong way....
DC and canings...
haihz...
so many students to cane...
but 2 days in a week only...
i think i shud ask for permission so tat caning can be done thrice a week...
muahahaha..

this post is so random man...
i dunno wat to say...
annual dinner was last saturday...
we had a gr8 time...
thx to the Jeremy's...
there's camp this friday...
until saturday afternoon...

connaught is having some sort of fashion show thingy this saturday...
hu's going???
hu wants to go??
its at night...
camp on friday, finish on saturday, afternoon...
then at night go for the event...
cool isn't it???
or not???
lol...

physics...
i'm being aimed...
by the gay teacher...
lol...
anything also lin hui...
muahahaha...
its not good man...
malu-lah if i cannot answer...
and most of the time i will not be able to answer de...
noob ma...

reading and typing this blog is wasting my time man...
i'm off to completing the DC stuffs first...
bye bye...~chaoz