~DesMonD*T~

Bio Test!! Failed!!

2010-01-07T20:08:00.003+08:00

Today's bio paper in Exclusive A.. lol.. 11 sort-of essay questions in one and a half hour... first 3 questions blank.. >.<

School dismissed at 3pm today... tun kai had to attend meeting.. with Ms. Kee.. te sheng and i waited till 4.30pm.. wtf..

Took LRT.. then to Tasik Selatan.. missed the train so nid to wait for a while.. pity tesheng.. was punched by tun kai in LRT.. haha.. for tun kai is having face problem..>.< *no offence*

Wanted to take taxi to Exclusive A.. fortunately, 408 bus came and we each saved Rm1.50.. haha.. reached home at 5.15pm.. rest a while then go tuition liao.. then disaster.. lol..

haven bath yet... pigi mandi dulu... later need to do hw.. so ciaoz...

~end of post~

First post of 2010.. long since Nov last year..

2010-01-06T13:30:00.002+08:00

School started..

New Year's Resolution = Do Not Sleep In Class
First thing i did in school = Keep to ur imagination

Duties and stuffs.. at first i tot school would end at 2.30 everyday... tats already the worst of hell.. later on, they say tat Monday, Tuesday and Thursday end at 3.00pm, Wednesday ends at 2.30pm and Friday at 1.20pm.. Walao Eh..

Am at school now.. LK lesson.. LOL..
Nowadays dun even hav time to play games... got time then sleep only...
Sleep alot nowadays in school.. I think its only possible for the first week of school.. haha..

Jeremy Phua aka Arshavin is looking at me typing now.. and he laughed... and asked me to delete everything..

Mr. Wong is now talking bout wild wild west.. WTF..

Its 1.49pm now.. phua asked me to write this.. and he's saying Arshavin Arshavin.. with the O.o look.. He cant online.. pity shit.. haha... Lesson's gonna end soon... i dunno wat to write so im crapping.. hopefully i can revive my blog.. haha..

~end of post~

What on Earth had I Done??

2009-11-11T17:27:00.001+08:00

What the toot had i done huh??? do i look annoying?? or irritating??? or had i mixed with the wrong ones?? I'm just a guy who is too bad to be friend with is it??? dAMN…

I'm tired... exhausted... helpless...

2009-11-11T15:10:00.002+08:00

i've been sleeping in class ever since end-term examination ended... my very first paper, which i thought i'd definitely screwed it, turned out to be the highest among all the science subjects... lol... i dun really care bout my results anyway... coz i din study... seriously...

there's lots of changes happening... holidays are coming... and i have 2 camps to attend...^^ hopefully tat will be enough to kill my time... one and a half month of holiday... not even sure whether i can go out with frens... i've just had a new habit... sleep in the afternoon and use the comp till midnight... i dun feel tat tired the next morning... but i dunno wat i'm doing, just staring the screen and looking at facebook... i dun even have the mood to play games... sad case... lifeless shit rite....

have been freaking emo for the past 2 days.... for some reason... which makes me feel helpless?? damn.... haihz... im still in school??? dun feel like going home early...

god bless me... and you... and you... and you....

Back…. again….

2009-11-01T12:47:00.001+08:00

well, i guess this blog is dead for more than a month… the title of my previous post is back… and this time, its back… again… LOL…

exam… flunk… i have no comment… expected.. haha… i wasnt in the mood to blog… before exam or after exam…

nothing much to say… coz im in the nothing box right now… haihz…. getting more and more mou liu… >.<

had been waiting to see the word swt…. it makes me happy…. but now its long gone…

random ppl with random post…. writing something i dunno… just to update and revive my blog only… will be updating again when i know wat to write… out of the nothing box into the something box… haha…

Back….

2009-09-23T02:19:00.001+08:00

It’s been weeks since my last post…

I dun feel like blogging… Dun feel like typing out words….

Many things happened during the past few weeks but i dun think I’ll be telling all… Just the MBS (IV) Moon cake Festival…

18/09/2009… tats when the event is… we started preparing before the puasa holidays… went back to school during holidays to practice, stay back after school hours till 5 something… its exhausted… at times i feel like dropping everything i had related to this event and walk away… but i cant…

Practice and practice and practice were wat we did… the same old script… and laughing to the max… Robert’s ideas were perfect for laughs… i salute u…

Friday, we went school early in the morning… we started our last minute rehearsal… and i started my decoration… i like the wordings… but sorry, i forget to take pictures of them… pasted everything, we set up everything and everything was going on smoothly when 5pm its started raining… we cant use the terrace… we cant put lanterns… we cant do lantern walk… haihz… becoz of the rain, everything seems messed up… screwed…

fast forward… performance… missed alot becoz was practicing at that time… gal… dress… OMG…. damn… i hate tat part man… wearing dress, catwalk, telling everyone i’m ah mei… wat the heck… i looked ugly… my image… dummm…. flat… haihz…

exams’ days away… many things to study… i have not touched many chapters yet… not haven started revising but haven started reading… i dun even noe the contents… haihz… gtg… i’ll try to find some pictures and post it here… mostly from bryan’s fb… haha… he’s the photographer ma…

~chaoz~

I'm Back..

2009-09-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

After a long period of time where i actually lost my identity due to boredom... finally i'm back... with the mood to study, i guess... exam is on the 28 of September and i hav 26 days left to study... BIO, which i hate the most becoz of CHAPTER 5 is something i will be tackling for let say 10 days?? hopefully i can finish them in 10 days la... and also SEJ, i dun think i remember a single thing starting bab 1... haha... hav to revise all over again...

Holiday really sux my life out of me... i hate holidays... makes me lifeless... wat i actually did during the holidays were wake up, work, bath, eat, emo, look at the computer, look for ppl to kacau all the time... and LOST in the WORLD OF EMO??? haha... coz too boring ady and i'll sit there doing nothing... not even dreaming... sooner, the atmosphere became too quiet and i'll start to be moody then emo... lol... night times are the worst... no one to talk to.. no one to lame with... nothing... books and laptop are wat i'm facing at nights.... sian... now is 12.45am wednesday and i'm feeling sleepy ady... chaoz...

Beautiful...~

2009-08-22T00:37:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up In order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry away And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again So I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to vent But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact thatI may be done with rap I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow In my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow One tough act to follow One tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow But you have to walk a thousand miles In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor Everything is so tense and gloom I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room Just as soon as I walk in It's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention I just want to be just like you Blend in with the rest of the room Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need fucking man servant Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass Laugh at every single joke I crack And half of them ain't even funny like Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown So why don't you all sit down Listen to the tale I'm about to tell Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes And you don't have to walk no thousand miles In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you Nobody asked for life to deal us With these bullshit hands they've delt We have to take these cards ourselves And flip them, don't expect no help Now I could have either just Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned But take this situation in which I'm placed in And get up and get my own I was never the type of kid To wait but I know to unpack his bags Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed For a dad to show up who never did I just wanted to fit in Every single place Every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid Even if it meant acting stupid Aunt Edna always told me Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that Meanwhile I'm just standing there Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more But I already told you my whole life story Not just based on my description Cause where you see it from where you're sitting Is probably 110% different I guess we would have to walk a mile In each other's shoes, at least What size you where? I wear tens Let's see if you can fit your feet In my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind Just to see what we find Look at shit through each other's eyes But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone... Are you calling me, are you trying to get through woah Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you so Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be home soon And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes That fit you, so put em on and wear em And be yourself man, be proud of who you are Even if it sounds corny, Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

~Eminem~

Lost Identity....

2009-08-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

finding myself... the true self... tak tau sudah pigi mana...

emo-ed... and darn fking emo.... cant do anything...

cant do becoz of my mood... not because of my capability...

fish the whole fishing week... burst out today, 10pm...

argh!!!!!

God knows wat is wrong with me...

=(

....

2009-08-17T00:35:00.002+08:00

Humble...
Patient...
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master them all...

back from camp...^^

2009-08-16T00:21:00.004+08:00

ok.... yesterday's yesterday's camp was fun... we learnt alot and played alot... starts off with eclipse, then comel, then campfire... the campfire was postponed because of the weather... raining... it shud be at 9... but we started at around 11pm... so we end at 12.30pm and started the games... so, the plan is some of them (the pengacau) will be throwing water balloons at the participant when they are playing games at stations or walking around... however it ended up more than tat... lol.. i think balloon habis ady... they fill the whole pail with water and spoosh... lol... everyone was wet... but i'm not...^^ smart ma... haha... wat can i say... haha...

the speaker is ravinther... he's cool man... he's cool... he talked to me during dinner... its really great... to meet someone like him... patient... tats wat my group's faci said bout me... haha... am i really a patient guy?? think so... lol.. perasan.. haha... btw, my team members are devandran, boon liang, darren chia, cheng fang, edward siew, benny, jireh, sze yie and I... there's no leader as we all are leaders... hehe.. lol... the group leader changes every event... first is devandran, then me, then boon liang, then sze yie then darren... haha...

yesterday morning... woke up at 7am... slept for 4 hours only... tired like crap man... haihz... then morning exercise and the "3D" , followed by Smile and Grin and ingredients of a good leader... prize giving and tats the end... went home by lrt with tze keat and zheng kang... i wud not wan to tell wat happend in the lrt... blardy tze keat... t**t.... then zhengkang's mother fetched me home.. thanks....

today got nothing to do so i played the ffs... which i've nvr played b4... my value increase from 300k++ to now almost 5mil... haha.... i dunno how they play man... lol...

i'll hav to stop here... still got add maths haven finish... just realise... lol... chaosz...

wat can i do so tat i wont feel bored??

2009-08-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling very very very boring...
watching anime at night...
waiting for the next episode of bleach...
hav nothing to do now...
bought a megaminx...
am able to solve half-way...
learn from youtube...
step by step...
the formulae's actually easy...
almost the same...

in school...
i'm in trouble...
as the filling committee head...
things come to me in the wrong way....
DC and canings...
haihz...
so many students to cane...
but 2 days in a week only...
i think i shud ask for permission so tat caning can be done thrice a week...
muahahaha..

this post is so random man...
i dunno wat to say...
annual dinner was last saturday...
we had a gr8 time...
thx to the Jeremy's...
there's camp this friday...
until saturday afternoon...

connaught is having some sort of fashion show thingy this saturday...
hu's going???
hu wants to go??
its at night...
camp on friday, finish on saturday, afternoon...
then at night go for the event...
cool isn't it???
or not???
lol...

physics...
i'm being aimed...
by the gay teacher...
lol...
anything also lin hui...
muahahaha...
its not good man...
malu-lah if i cannot answer...
and most of the time i will not be able to answer de...
noob ma...

reading and typing this blog is wasting my time man...
i'm off to completing the DC stuffs first...
bye bye...~chaoz

Richie Ren

2009-08-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

hihi again... today nothing special happened... everything was normal... moral and sejarah period were, are and will forever be my favourite period... haha... u noe la for wat reason... lolz... today te sheng, zheng yew and I sang old songs.. like 'when u say nth at all', 'i want it tat way', 'titanic' and few more... we were like freaks... then teacher asked to stop singing... and we say " when u say nothing at all" lol... u cant imagine the situation unless u're in our shoes man... funny...

today's oral sux... wai lam, pavi and I... we did not memorise properly and tend to skip a few lines of speech... luckily i stop there, tell pavi... not to be proud coz it aint a good thing man... still, i get the lowest amongst 3... 23 only... haihz... both of them got 25... dunno y... maybe my pronounciation coz i stammered quite a few times... haihz... wat to do... my voice is 'deep', tats wat they say.. then nothing else happened la...

after school, went to guide Phua on the DC Duty, he's the Head for today... then went to see the interactors wash the cars... and went for tennis... din even eat coz i dun feel hungry... then mum came and went to UO... shop nids sugar and today was like toot... everywhere also dun hav sugar... went UO and got 55kg of sugar... haha... i'm thinking at tat time: sure everyone thinks i'm crazy... buy so many packet of sugar for wat.. lol... went home and watched bleach... then nothing to say liao...

i'm listening to Richie Ren's songs... they're so nice man... superb... haha... relaxing i think... or maybe not...

let see... this saturday is annual dinner... morning got tuition chemistry... plan to go MV after tuition... dunno can anot... watch HP6... i haven watch yet... anyone interested to go with me???

hav to stop here... wanna sleep ady... bye.. chaoz...

hihi... smile always

2009-08-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

ok... i've got so many things to do now... i hav the EST project, which is to make something tat is functional and i still dunno wat topic to work on... then i hav the moral kerja amal thingy... cant pass my spm moral if i dun get this done... then i've got filing stuffs to do... i'm the newly appointed Filing Committee Head Comm... which i dunno how come out of nowhere from room comm i went to filing comm, becoming the head and wai lam, from filing comm went to room comm and became the head... lol... anyways, i've got 45 students to handle tomolo... gotta bring them to Mr. Uthaya for caning... latecomers.. haihz... i think i'll spilt them into 2 groups, 1 for tomolo and another for thursday... the upper forms will be tomolo... then i've got the DC duty problems... to all active prefects concerned, pls fill up the DC Duty list as soon as possible... before i raise my voice shouting at u all asking to fill up the list... or i'll simply put ur initial and no objections accepted... pls la... make my life less miserable can anot... although my life aint miserable la...

today washed Mrs. Ramani's car... half way through the process of washing she said she nid to leave immediately... tun kai, john wong and I were like... huh??? haven finish leh... d** lor... no choice, pour the water to wash away the soaps and she went off... haha...

went to Mr. Ngooi's tuition... i fell asleep, with my unknown pose... haha... i dun feel like going for physics man... friday nid to go there again for exam... then... haihz.. go only la... went and came back... haha... crapped alot with tun kai and te sheng, like usual...

i dunno wat else to say so i think i'll end here... sayonara...

...

2009-08-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

ok... lets see wat i hav here today... started new CIC list and new probates... kartik became my probate... today reach school punctually... signed in... haha... then CIC 5M... that class is quiet... they respect prefects... i dunno its becoz of wat but it was unexpected... i tot 5M would be like 5A... we shall see on Monday... maybe they no mood to come to school on saturday tats y so quiet...
prefects' food sale.... fund raising... the chocolaate dip was superbly nice... i like chocolate... haha... i bought erm.. 3... before that i bought 2 sandswiches from Mrs. Ramani... those sandwiches are nice as well... i kept one... reach home only eat.. haha...
PJ... i sux man... seriously... i was in front of the goal post, there's no keeper... suddenly brian run towards the goal post and stood there... i kick the ball right to him... and he caught it with his hands of coz... slumberly... wth... i was like passing the ball to him man... uhh.... my football seriously sux... at least better than te sheng...XD then jian qi was asked to see Mr. Ramesh... for using the 'f' word... haha... so freaking loud... Mrs. Ramani asked how will we feel if the teachers of 4K and 4C were switched... the first thing tat come to mind is ceh... same add maths teacher... no difference also... but to think bout it over again, Mrs. Ramani wont be teaching us EL... and tat aint cool... coz Mrs. Ramani is funny... haha... i respect her a lot... ooooo..... haha... seriously...
then we hav english... basically Pn. Khoon din teach... most of us were half asleep... then right after Pn. Khoon went out, u can see almost half the class were lying on the table... Chemistry period was turned into sleeping period... today was really freaking tired... dunno y... i dun think its becoz of PJ... natural phenomena?? haha... and to PAV, sorry for today coz i seriously dont know tat u're calling me... i din mean to ignore u... seriously... so sorry...
after school, te sheng, tun kai and i went back by LRT... i regretted talking crap to both of them man... and also tze keat... i seriously regret... haihz.. nvm... it shall come again.... went to tuition with our school bags eventhough we rested at my home first... haha... to avoid any unwanted questionings... haha... chemistry was fun coz i almost fell asleep... today is a tiring day... yet i'm happy... tat i lived another day without any troubles and problems... muahahaha... happy-go-lucky...

ok.. bye now... cya...

WHY????

2009-07-31T23:30:00.003+08:00

WHY?? WHY?? WHY???? WHY?????? WHY?????????

Why am i treated this way??
Why am i the one??
Why am i so stupid??
Why am i not knowing it??
Why am i???
Why???
Why???

For i trusted him so much tat i've became the victim...

Someone please tell me... why???

HooRaY!!!

2009-07-31T22:21:00.002+08:00

ok... finally, i'm out of pain... i've made up my mind and everything is back to normal... dying and being emo for post is certainly not worth it... to look at it from another perspective of coz... n my mum had been asking me so many questions n told me soooo many things... the feeling is not there anymore... y?? i also dunno y... for some reasons which i think is so erm... erm... erm... unreasonable?? i dunno wat is the word la... how many ppl will be like me?? coming to think bout it, i think i'm actually pretty stupid to be in tat situation.. haha... i also dunno y... for weeks... lolz... my blog looks dull... i shud try to re-paint it wif brighter colours... haha... n sleeping in class rox... yet i hav to stop myself from doing tat la... i'm trying to... haha... complains are coming... lol... doesnt look good....

ok... lets see wat else can i write... ok.. today...physics... we crapped alot.. then chemistry... wat else can we do other than crapping... then english... it was my group's turn to start our oral when the bell rang... so tomolo only do... then BM... erm... bm i think we crapped also... haha... then recess and modern maths... its a fine period where i'm sleeping so soundly yet i know wat phua, wai lam and adrian were talking... lol... i'm dreaming and at the same time listening to wat they're saying... i also dunno how it happened... haha...

after school straight change into pj attire and football... kena sapu by the form 3... not just form 3 la... there's a form 5... then form2.. and let me tell u, u'll nvr be able to get near the form 3's goal post becoz there were freaking lot of ppl standing there... how many gk they hav also i dunno... lol... we got trashed becoz our defense aint good... as u all know, i'm a freaking noobie in football... there's only yee kang, ian and i defending... haha... so u noe la...

then something happened... i'm lazy to type it out... tat incident has nth to do with me.. i'm pure... haha... then kai chi came and we played 4 on 4... i scored 2 goals i think... haha... chicken ones...

tomolo got pj again... wat a rare chance to hav pj for twice in a week... cool eh... haha... tomolo there's tuition at 4pm, chemistry... wont be going back home, stay in school, bath in school... not with soap and stuffs la... just water to refresh ourselves... then take LRT, bus to tuition... its gonna be fun... i hope... haha...

today is a good and happy day for me... and its the beginning of a happy and lucky life... muahahaha... and it's gonna last... forever.... muahahahaha... tuition is indeed boring... just now, i almost fell asleep... the time is passing so slowly... 30 minutes are like 3 hours to us man... then tun kai, te sheng and i crapped... without realising, 10pm ady... haha... crapping speeds things up man... and i got something bad from the crappings... i dun wish to say it out... it is bad and it hurts... for trust is wat its concerned... haihz... still, the day is a happy day...^^

Sad... Dying... Mad...

2009-07-29T23:32:00.003+08:00

today EM they anoounced the PROTEMs... and i'm not one of them... so sad... haihz... it hurts... nvm... still got EXCO... i told myself bout tat lots of times... but still... i dun feel good the whole day... haihz...
looking forward to thursday which is tomolo... i'll be happy... i think... hopefully la... i wanted to burst out everything tat happened... but cannot... haihz..
i dunno wat to tell la... i'm feeling so... restless?? i cant sit still the whole day... maybe i'm trying not to think...?? gtg la... starting to emo ady... bye... sorry for my short post... really sorry...

=( i dunno wat to do...

2009-07-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

nights are the worst time of my life... its been a very very long time... i often emo at night... i cant help it... its been a week since my previous post... haihz... i dunno wat to do... nothing is coming back... am i going to far?? i hope to lose nothing but i am not getting anything... not even an exact answer... i'm feeling so blur, confuse, and of coz emo...

tomolo's agm... protem election... wat i fear the most... i think... i've been sighing for the past few days... i dunno for wat reason... for being blur and confuse, not getting any response or for the protem election... i'm seriously not sure... hum.... i'm feeling tired... i slept in class more frequent lately... ever since mid-term holiday ended, i seldom sleep in class... but lately, the frequency rises again... i'm too tired to think... too tired to know... and too tired to dream of what i am seriously hoping for... i know its not good for me to sleep, as it would bring me down... for the protem election thingy... the impression the teachers hav on me... but i seriously cant help it... this is probably the biggest problem i've ever faced before... my posts are too emo... i think most of u wouldn't like to read... but i can do nothing except posting watever i'm thinking here.. so, sorry...

i hav nothing to say anymore... i m feeling very very tired... not becoz of sleepiness but becoz of my feelings... maybe some of u dun understand coz i'm been repeating most of the things i've said... nvm... haihz... bye... =(

I'm Fustrated... Teach Me What To Do...

2009-07-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

today... early in the morning.. i woke up late, so my mood aint good ady... then i went to school ad luckily i managed to sign in... assembly... 5A... they're so freaking noisy and disrespectful... apparently the soft way aint gonna solve anything... so today, with the bad mood, gav most of them AP... and weixing said the form five's today are very noisy... the noisiest ever... and i was like... dah la mood tak baik, after assembly all the form five CIC prefects hav to stay back to meet him... wat do u expect more none other than scoldings... i did wat i could and none is working... so teach me wat and how i can keep them quiet... i noe respect is to be earned and they'll keep quiet if they respect u... but how???? i am human... not machine which is meant to figure out ways to keep the students quiet... i cant touch them, or else they'll say prefect's hitting students... human is imperfect... we nid help... not scoldings n scoldings... talking is easy but doing is hard... ask them to keep quiet... its easy said than done... ask my probate and see how many times i ask them to keep quiet... wat they reply is 'wat is ur problem... and i the only one talking... ask the others to keep quiet la...' wat can i do?? asking them to go to the form 1 terrace is not working as they are NOT gonna do so... not tat i've not try tat... shouting is NOT helping as it only gets their attention for like 1 minute??? letter of explanation... uh... how u wan us to explain??? our explanations will be taken as our excuses... and comes with we do not deserve the tie... haihz... i seriously dunno wat to do la... they say our form 4 badge is way worse than last year's... is tat true??? form 4's do respect prefects k... being called stupid and useless is NOT NICE!!!! wat can i do?? teach me... i really need help here... not scoldings and 'do not deserve this tie' kinda of stuff... seriously...

Today's My Birthday... guess wat... its the worst.... bitter 16...

2009-07-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

today's my birthday, 16/07... i sprained my ankle yesterday during football after school... i heard the sound of my bone CLEARLY... the 'crak' sound... ouh..... then i felt no pain... so i continued playing... then we brandon and i walked to kasturi, i started to feel the pain.. then only i realise tat my ankle swelled and is freaking painful... still, i am happy yesterday...

today... i was lucky no one bash me up... haha... te sheng forgets to bash me.. haha... well orang cacat here la... still wanna whack meh... lol.. then the whole day i'm suffering the pain... even during tuition at Mr. Ngooi's... lol... i think he talked something bout me which made everyone laugh... but i dunno wat he said coz i'm 'fighting' the pain at that time i and paid no attention to watever anyone is saying.. tat time was after class... after tuition, i went to the 'Wah Toh Tit Tar'... and the lady pulled my leg, my toes... wtf... pain man... still i'm laughing... dunno y... i laugh when i'm in pain but NOT gastric... lol... after tat i felt no pain... but now, the pain is back, worst than before... i think its becoz of the medicine the lady put there... uh... darn...

i'm doing me english composition now... tomolo hav to stay back for the decoration of Intereact Club notice board... and the lady says i cant walk too much... which means i cant duty... lol... can la but cant walk... any duty which does not require walking?? i'm here for it.. haha... haihz... i hav to end now... bearing the pain while doing my homework... superb time... lol.. bye, chaoz...

tired... sTupiD KTM

2009-07-11T23:00:00.002+08:00

today went for St. Mary's prefects' gathering... funny, i reached school at 7.00pm and i am supposed to be there at 6.45pm... sry guys... my bad... anyways, we took lrt to bandaraya, then went to bank negara ktm... when we got off at the bandaraya station, we were like... lol, where's the ktm station??? and btw, the 'we' are kaichi, tze keat and I... then kai chi went to ask the fella at the ticket counter... then we saw something on the board... "KTM... --->" and we were like... LOL... its written there so BIG!!!

we bought tickets to kepong sentral... and we waited... got on train... kaichi asked a lady... then we got off... wrong train... haha... n we hav to wait like 10 minutes for the right one... damn... after tat, we took taxi to st. mary... tze keat used his nokia gps and we got there... SCREW TK's PHONE.... and i dunno y mine dun hav.. lol... and registered, we were brought around the school by 2 form 3 p's... and their school is big... unlike our school.. sux man... haha

i'm lazy to elaborate on the activities there... wat i can tell is we're wet, kaichi's cat walk is like.. wtf!!! which school is tat guy... or 'gal' from???? then my team won the first place in outdoor games... miracle.. lol.. coz the guys in my team including me is like sarcastic-cum-do nothing- cum-blur... haha... ok, then we went off at 2 something... walked to Selayang Mall coz we were lost at first... walked damn long.... then took taxi to the KTM... waited like i dunno how long... got back to plaza rakyat, go school n waited for my dad... haha... malas wanna go tasik selatan, later hav to wait for bus 407 somemore...

so now i'm here blogging... sry for not updating for the past few days... 1 week ady i noe... coz these few days my emotion is... not stable??? lol... not even now... ok la... tats it for now... chaoz...

What A Day.... haihz...

2009-07-03T21:10:00.003+08:00

Few days before i was happy... i mean i'm always happy... but few days back i'm freaking happy, eventhough i'm scolded by teachers... but today... uh... today my emotion was extremely unpredictable... suddenly happy, suddenly sad... when i'm alone doing nothing, emo comes... when chat with frens, if its happy, then i laugh... if not i'm also like... kinda emo... lol... sports helped me by making me focus on playing... but after tat... :(
i'm seriously not in the mood to blog now... so sorry la... i'm off to emo again...

~bye~

haihz... moody, sad, angry...

2009-06-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

haihz.... sad la... exam grades... all 70+ only.... or 65++... 2 subjects 74 u noe... wth.... haihz... nvm... exams are not bringing my life down...
moody.... because of some troubles... haihz... this problem made me sad.... and also angry... haihz... stupidity... hu on earth would do tat la.... i mean... haihz... i dunno how to say la... pity la...

where and how should i start... i wonder... wat should i say?? how should i say?? when should i say?? these things are in my head now... not so attentive in class lately... i mean i'm always not attentive la but since holiday over i've been MORE unattentive... lol...i dunno y... they schedule our class lessons so perfectly... everyday sleep in class when i felt like sleeping... and the subject is ngam for me to sleep... lol... haha... cool eh...^^

i dunno wat to write la... 5 days din blog ady... mind blank ady... those questions are still in my head and will be till lets say... next week?? saturday or sunday??? haha... just cant figure it out... hope to do it soon and hopefully its a successful one.. ^^ wish me luck... dun ask me in doing wat... just wish me... hehe... somethings cannot tell one... not to say secret but tats the rules... maybe someday when i hav succeeded, solid-ly, maybe la... maybe i'll tell... haha... bye for now...

Davidson... OMG...

2009-06-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

ok... Davidson school was closed for a week.... and all home quarantine... can u imagine those kind of life?? staying in the house, grounded, can even go out to eat, ppl send u food... its like jail u noe... uh... and our school is just nearby... god bless me man... ok, i mean us... this news of the school being closed is on night news, chinese newspaper... lets see wat TheStar wrote this morning...

PUTRAJAYA: An 11-year-old girl from a Chinese vernacular school in Kuala Lumpur is among seven new confirmed Influenza A (H1N1) cases, bringing the total number to 42.

Health Minister Datuk Seri Liow Tiong Lai said the pupil had gone to Melbourne on holiday with her family during the school break and travelled with her grandmother who also contracted the flu.

She returned on AirAsia X flight D7 2723 at 7am on Tuesday via the Low-Cost Carrier Terminal and went to school the next day.

"On the second day of school, she developed a fever and was sent to hospital. It was confirmed last night(Friday) that she was infected." Liow told a press conference after launching the 10,000 Steps Healthy Lifestyle Campaign during the ministry's Family Day here yesterday.
he said that as of Friday night, the girl's 46 classmates were placed under home quarantine.

There was no need for parents and teachers to panic, he said, as this was still an "imported" case.

If a locally-transmitted case was reported at school, Liow said the ministry would order the National Security Council to close the school and initiate "cleaning" activities.

Any closure of schools because of Influenza A (H1N1) cases is to last seven days, which is the period set for home quarantine.

"I have also told the Health director-general to meet with the Education director-general to look into measures that we can introduce, including screening at schools to detect cases earlier," he said.

Liow called on state governments to check with the Health Ministry before making any announcements on any new cases or ideally, leave it to the ministry to make public such information.

"Our worry is that if there are quarters giving information on cases confirmed after our cut-off time, newspapers will carry verying figures and this will create confusion among the public," he said.

On the 10,000 Steps Healthy Lifestyle Campaign, Liow said the ministry started the campaign after looking at the worrying trend of risking lifestyle-related diseases in the country.

"I also urge office workers to get off the lift two floors below their office level when they go to work and walk up the stairs," he said.

see... haihz... sad man... hopefully none of us gets it and rmb to wash ur hands and everything.... look after urself man... ur cleanlines... good luck ppl... ^^

Thursday... still happy... ^^

2009-06-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

ok... lets see... wat do we hav here...

Sunday
went to Federal Hotel with wai lam... reached there an hour earlier... stay there and there came Ee... with Veronica... hehe... then started... waited for our names to be called... 9A's first, then 8A's then only 7A's... RM70... lol... pay tuition fees, still nid to add another RM5.... haihz...

Monday
school started... went to school late because of the traffic... dunno wat is wrong with the police... but can u imagine... block early in the morning... my goodness... haihz...

Tuesday
yesterday night gastric... then midnight pain like hell but din tell mother... coz i tot it'll be fine after i sleep again... then morning when my mum wake me up, i cant walk... lol... pain like.. i dunno how to describe... go see doctor, get a MC, get home already 3pm, blackshot.. haha

Wednesday
went school, surprisingly, i'm not late, thx to my dad coz he took another way which my mum doesnt... we went wild in class man... te sheng and i and chun hong i think... chun hong and i played the base of the song... te sheng and i sang... freaking awesome man... haha... viva la vida... cool... came home, blackshot again... 8pm dad ask to off, nth to do, went downstairs ate a banana and slept... lol... 10.30pm tun kai called me... lol... peka... haihz...

Today
today was fun... devandran and kriskkumar... the indian gang at the corner of the class, new classrom... hilarious man... the BM teacher also laughed... haha... and BIO.... i slept and i was disturbed my DEVANDRAN's voice... or shud i say loud speaker commands which u cant even get wat he's trying to say... pissed off and stood up... VULGAR words come in SHOUTING form... hehe... i hate it when ppl disturb me when i'm sleeping.. damn it... and then tuition... OMG!!! i tell u... the Mr. Ngooi is permenantly putting me in B team... i was suppose to be in team D and weng hong came... so weng hong sat beside me, in between me n ee jien... and u noe la... i was the last one.. and to balance up, he put me in team B... the whole damn class only team D is filled with guys... A, B n c all gals.... wtf... haihz...
all in all, i'm still happy today...

today i'm freaking happy... i mean this week... just... something makes me happy when i think bout it... its just.... haihz... inexplicable...

study if u would ask... u noe i noe... just like te sheng said... hehe...

exam marks if u would like to noe?? forget bout it... i bet u're higher than me... just dun ask... its heart breaking... i tot i could score better than tat... haihz...

happy happy happy... be happy n i'll live longer... good things are coming.... just hope to reach my goal rite now...

smile and make the world a better place to live in... ^^

chaoz....~

happy happy happy!!!!! haha....XD

2009-06-14T19:25:00.003+08:00

hi... i'm back... almost a week, or has been a week since i last posted... haha... i'm happy today... Xtremely happy... hehe... i'm in xtremely good mood... muahahahaha...

Malacca
SUX TO THE MAX!!! the trip is superbly boring... A Famosa Resort is so freaking far from the town... so just visit those places IN the resort... i mean the area... wtf??? boring like... i dunno wanna say wat la... cowboy town sux to the max-est max!!! buy ticket go in then play the games still hav to pay... wat the toot... next time i go malacca i am so not gonna stay at the resort... screw it... and hence, i died of... haihz... the biggest mistake- forget my laptop...

Genting
ok la... genting... wat u expect la... cool air and stuffs... played there... played watever games which i played b4... lol... the adults went for casino... haihz... how i wish i was 18... can go play snooker... and the worst thing happened, i spent RM50 in arcade, not for myself but for my cousins... those below 10 years old cousins... now running out of cash... damn... how i wish tomolo rain money... all RM100 notes... wa... ~dream on!~

lets not talk bout that coz i dun wanna spoil my mood... not spoil but down-grade my level of happiness for today.. and tomolo... muahahaha.... too happy ady... dunno wat to say... and i took pictures... now i malas wanna post it up la... the size of pictures from camera is like so big and it takes time to upload them... maybe next time... i nid to dream right now... so chaoz.... ^^ and dun ask me y so happy... its PnC...^^

HappY... HappY... HappY... HappY... HappY... HappY... HappY... HappY... HappY...

HaPpY AlWaYs!!!!!!!

Malacca... I'm coming...

2009-06-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

tomolo i'm going malacca... today i have nth to post... except this one... I'M GONNA FAIL MY ADD MATHS TEST.... Mr. Wong's gonna screw me... sad... watever... mwhahahaah... i'm going malacca tomolo... lol.. i said tat... so dont miss me ya... happy holiday.... to those hu r reading this, dun get urself mad... just survive 1 more week and everything will be fine... then comes ur worst nightmare... now u wish holidays end quicker... when school starts, u'll hope u hav a longer holiday coz U'RE GETTING UR EXAM PAPERS BACK!!!!

AU REVOIR...

HoLyDaY... is it??

2009-06-06T23:16:00.004+08:00

erm... holiday... 2 weeks and i managed to survive the first week... which i will not hav to be scared of the second week coz i'm got activities... full... hehe... let's see... ok... yesterday went to kuen cheng for the recycling campaign... chun hong, joel, dick shen and i went... waiyih, kum zhun and mingren ffk... damn it... everytime like tat... haihz... it Is boring but i enjoy the games... we built a car using those paper box... recycle wor.. haha... there are lots of technical error... i mean... their power point and stuffs... so most of the electronic-based thingy like video, power point all those are delayed... and during the video, i slept... haha... with MY style... those in class noe la wat my style is... mwahahaha... the games... chun hong and joel ain't playing much... they always want to be sub... and they go to toilet for like 20-30 minutes each time?? they din help when we're building the car... but biasa la... its boring ma.. i think they dun even hav the mood... no offense man... but chun hong... haihz... i feel like slapping him... everything he said is always against the gals... got thorns one o... not tat i'm helping the gals but i personally dun feel easy coz, dey, chun hong, u're a guy rite?? saying things like these brings down the image of 'man'... haha... and i heard one of the gal tell another when chun hong said something - 'u also din help... dun talk so much la...' no offense man chun hong.. seriously but tats wat i tot and wat i heard la... dun kill me pls... half way during the lunch we chao-ed... the event is from 8am to 4pm... can u imagine 8 hours there... OMG... u'd better kill me off... then went to times square for McD... but no seat, so we went to station kopitiam(i dun rmb)...and then went back... tasik selatan to leisure mall, went into sushi king for awhile coz waiyih they all there... then walked home... sweaty like toot... basically i dun regret going for any events held by any school... experience ma... rite??? ^^

ok... today... i woke up, blur blur and look at the clock... it shows 5.31am... then i sleep again... i wanted to finish my chemistry but i just cant resist the air-con, cool atmosphere and my rock-hard bed... i slept again... then woke up at 7am... toot... 1 hour left before i go for add maths... after add maths straight chemistry... no time to do my hw... so i woke up and search for the file... my table's in a mess lately... dunno y... maybe because i lazy wanna clean it... holiday ma... and finish ady, its 7.34am... and i decided to check my phone for the time mr wong sent me... and see... wtf... add maths replacement, thursday 8-10pm, saturday 8-10pm... WTF!?!?!?! i tot 8am... lol... then i went to my dreamland again... i had nice dreams lately... beautiful dreams which i hope is true... i dreamt about........... secret la... cannot tell...XP

so i just finished my add maths tuition... tomolo go school finish the video project then go for physics at 11.45am... then add maths again at 2.15pm... physics and add maths got test o... shit man... add maths, its either 100% or 0%... and my chapter 6 SUX to the MAX!!! sure 0%... try my best la... maybe miracles happened can get 50% leh... hu noes...

i think i hav to stop here... i still hav my add maths hw... tomolo add maths... and still nid to revise physics... so bye bye...

look at the little car in the middle... tats wat we built... cool eh... of all the products, ours are the one and the only with colour all over... mwahahaha... and its the smallest and hardest to make...

Cherio...

tagged... first time... lol

2009-06-04T18:06:00.003+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answer, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of you name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers, you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/ girl name question.
1. What is you name : Desmond Tan
2. A four Letter Word : Doom!
3. A boy's Name: Derek...XD
4. A girl's Name : Daisy?? Donald's girlfren?? haha
5. An occupation : Doctor...
6. A color : dark blue??
7. Something you'll wear : dress??? wtf.... i cant think of any... lol
8. A food : Duck rice!!!
9. A place : Denmark??
10. A reason for being late : deng... i also dunno wat happened...XP
11. Something you'd shout : Deng???
12. A movie title : Doraemon!!!!
13. Something you drink : drinking water??
14. A musical group : HOW WOULD I NOE LA... TOO MANY 'D' ADY....
15. An animal : DONKEY!!!
16. A street name : every street comes with jalan rite...
17. A type of car : Delorean???
18. The title of a song : Disturbia

People who are tagged!
1.Te Sheng
2.Tze Keat
3.Joshua
4.Derek
5.Joel
6.Chun Hong
7. Zhengkang
8.Regent
9.Eileen
10.Hui Xia

sorry guys... screw the one who tagged me... BLARDY EE....

If You Wish To Read This Post, Please Dun Regret... coz its a freaking long one...XP

2009-05-31T21:22:00.008+08:00

ok... lets start off with thursday... thats the last day of examination... stayed overnight... haha... after recess, we started the preparation... and i started drawing... everyone was busy carrying tables and chairs but i'm sitting in the MIDDLE of the road drawing... not exactly middle la... coz i scared die ma...XP then i saw Mrs. Ee's car pass by, she saw me sitting there... then the second time i saw Mrs. Ee walk to school to the office with Marcus, she asked me... 'U've been sitting here for the past 3 hours a?'

i was like..'huh... ya... hehe...' lol... i din realise 3 hours passed man... siao... then comes Pn. Wong with the 'i wan the wordings to be seen in the photograph...' and i was like... wat the toot... SAY EARLIER LA... deng... and colour i prepared is SO-NOT-CONTRAST.... so i hav to start all over again, using black sugar paper and asking juniors to get it for me from popular...XP advantage of being a senior and having juniors... haha... so, my work isnt tat perfect... seriously, my opinion is tat... THE BOARD SUX TO THE MAX.... EVERYTHING SEEMS PERFECTLY DONE EXCEPT MY BOARD... the whole board is bubble... damn it man...

this is the stupid board decorated by the stupid me...:(

lets not talk bout tat... after tat, we stay back and play... haha.... we went to Time Square... went to McD for lunch AND dinner... when i reach there, i realised tat i hav not eaten for the past few hours since recess... lol... tats terrible... to me...^^ after tat, we went for snooker and bowling...

this picture was taken by tze keat from tze keat's blog... bergaya tak...XP... i din noe i can be tat

good for first timer...XP

there was a snatch thief... tat fella dashed out, pushing the door real hard... i tot it was kinda funny y is he in such a hurry... then i heard ' he stole my bag... he stole my bag...' lol... then only i noe wat happened... 3 of us damn 8 and went out n see... lol... when the police o watsoever came, Oscar the super 8 fella talked to the police... i was like... wat on earth is he doing...

after that, we played bowling... as everyone noes, my bowling sux because i dun play... at first all masuk longkang one... then at the end of the game, i was the second in position... how fascinating.. lol...

Ee was the first... and i'm the second... haha... 0,3,10,29,38,47,48,56,62,69... ;P

then we went for a movie at 11.30pm... we wanted to watch night in the museum 2... but too late and pav wanna go back sleep earlier... so too bad la... we decided to watch monster vs aliens... we tot its gonna be boring coz its a cartoon... it turn out to be the most+lamest and funniest movie i've ever watched....its a must-watch movie man...

then we harrased the doll.. in TS... pity the doll... haha... i think u shud be gratefull...XP

MBS conquered the whole damn road...XP

OMG... where's pav?? no offense dude...^^

nothing to do and cannot sleep so ee and i came out with an idea... push ups... hehe... shirtless...

last man standing... ME!!!! hehe...

and we did the chicken dance.. LOL...

and dance.... how lame... and childish...

we had no choice but to find zk n the others... then play basketball... in the dark... we cant

actually see the ball... so we depend on the sound of the bounce... hehe...

ok... tats the end of thursday... Teachers' Day is quite a success except for the PA system... its so not good...

lets tell u something bout my family and watsoever... coz nothing to tell...XP

this is a picture my younger sister draw on my whiteboard... its me.. well it doesnt look like me

actually...

this is my lunch for today...

and this... look at the whole of thingy man... its taste good... my favourite... MwAhAhaHaHah....

the things on the cupboard of the counter in my dad's shop.... i like the 2

i-dunno-call-wat thingy...

this is my grandfather.... he looks young rite... he's 60 ady...

how i wish all these are in my ROOM... for me, myself and I... haha... dreaming...

the place where tea is made.... pls tell me its clean....

this is my grandmother.... she's also 60....

and my elder sister.... who always join in when i talk craps... haha...

i think tats it for now.. coz its freaking long... those who read till here i salute u... hehe.... thx for reading... lol...

Thursday, stay overnight... Teachers' Day...

2009-05-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

ok... i'm not here to talk bout my exams coz as u all noe, i'm s2peed... so my exam wont be so good... haha... and I HATE talking bout exams... brings my mood down... anyway, lets talk bout teachers' day preparation....

like last year, i'll be doing all the decorations... so i wont be wasting much energy carrying tables and chairs... muahahaha... smart leh...XP wat to do... i'm the only one capable in doing tat...XD
i'm wondering who will i call to help me out? or will i be doing it myself?? who knows... haha... will be stressing my brain to a better design for the board this year... last year was done by benny, tze keat and I... so this year i'll make it better... hehe...
actually i hav nothing to say... oh ya... the lucky me today... lets talk bout it... PN GAN(PK HEM) came into the class today during literature component paper... and I WAS SLEEPING... lol... she walked to my row and u noe... i was sleeping... suddenly i heard a slap... not on the face la but on the body... its NOT me but hou thin, sitting behind me... i think he wrote something on the table coz i heard PG asking him to erase it off... then at first i tot it was Pn Suhana... then suddenly i recalled... Pn Suhana is wearing baju kurung... baju kurung is long, till the feet... but tat teacher behind is wearing sort of till-the-knee type of thingy... then i looked up... F**K... PN GAN.... deng... instant straight pose and haha... nothing happened... if she caught me sleeping then i'm done for... lol... wat a luck...
boring huh this post... coz i dunno wat to write... the last post was like... 20th May??? and its been a week... must update... or else this blog is dead... so update ady la... nothing to say liao...

-End of Story-

one mroe thing, tomolo is chemistry paper 1 and 3 which i THINK might be easy... after that i hav the whole after-recess-time for me to sleep 99... muahahaha... then MERDEKA... for now la... ok... tata...

Food... Sejarah... Exam... Funeral... Newspaper...

2009-05-20T17:14:00.003+08:00

Food is essential for one to live... u eat food to continue living... but i'm SlIgHtLy different... i live to eat... haha... now i hav a cup of milo, a cup of nescafe, biscuits, bread and also gummies with me.. lol... cant do a single thing without eating...(at home la...) my mouth must chew something in order for my brain to work... haha...
i'm revising sejarah now.... chapter 1-4... tomolo sejarah paper... and which DODO bird go put SEJ1 n 2 together in 1 single day??? haihz... die la like this.... i think i screwed my english paper... basically i screwed all my papers... SPM subjects and NON-SPM subjects... all screwed... darn...
which is the worst subject i've sat so far?? all... which one do i hate?? all... which one do i love the most??? none... dun even hav the examination feel how to score???

u eat because u feel hungry...
u sleep because u feel tired...
u play because u feel like playing...
u drink because u feel thirsty...

everything u did when u feel like doing was done successfully...
exam no feel... HOW TO SUCCESS.... lol...
sejarah... study like mad later over stress... die ady.. tomolo ask ' where's tan?? '
'oh... the fella died yesterday.. die of reading sejarah...'
then newspaper front page... FIRST student to die because of sejarah... lol... cool... XP

crapping too much ady... if continue like this sejarah cannot finish reading a... so bye bye...

Au Revoir

Listening to songs makes me feel better....

2009-05-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

Today is a winding road

Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Today in the blink of an eye

Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know youre unlike any other?

Youll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I dont wanna ever love anotherYoull always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa

Today Im on my own

I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know youre unlike any other?

Youll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I dont wanna ever love another

Youll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road

Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know youre unlike any other?

Youll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

What On Earth Is Wrong With Me?!?!? Can AnyONe HeLp?!?!? I'm DespEraTe FoR Help Now!!!

2009-05-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

I dunno why... this feeling... this term... this examination... this moment...

Exams had just started... its a 3 weeks' journey... and yet... there's nothing happening... i mean.... where's the exam feeling??? normally i'll be scared like i dunno wat... and read my books like everyday?? which actually din help... but now, this term... its different... i'm so not care tat i can waste my time doing stuffs tat isnt tat important... wats happening?? can anyone tell me?? the only thing i'm scared of is sejarah and yet, i'm not taking the initiative and also not making full use of the time i hav to study sejarah... argh... hell breaks loose, demons are released, nothing seems to make me worry... boom... there goes my life... gotta mend it before the 'boom' comes around... :(

help me... seriously...

THE INVINCIBLE TUN KAI... lOl... as if... XD

2009-05-14T20:33:00.002+08:00

lets start off with last last saturday, if i've not mistaken... in chemistry class... there's this yg teacher teaching... i think only a few of u noe wat is 'yg'... but i cant tell... haha... she's teaching and teaching and teaching... te sheng and tun kai sitting beside me... te sheng left, tun kai right... the atmosphere became so boring that.. u noe... the yawning started and noise came from 'OUR' corner... haha... and this is wat happened... p/s: Tun Kai, forgive me... cant help it... haha...

The teacher was reading while writing the equation... chemistry... "....... CL2"
The moment she finished saying it, the sound 'urhmm......' came from somewhere.... and Tun Kai was yawning... the whole class laughed... lol... wat a perfect combination... stop and start... haha...

Then, the next one was Sunday... Tun Kai came in white shirt and jeans to my house... he said just came back from lunch... with hu i dunno... haha... then we went to tuition... i'm.. u noe... 'fit' but tun kai is... u noe... SLIGHTLY 'fatter' than i am....XP and Mr. Wong is sitting in between the whiteboard and the table... so we hav to squeeeeezzzzzzzeeeeeee... to get through.. haha... not squeeze la... i dunno how to say... coz the space is so narrow... i managed to pass and was heading towards the 2nd last table... before i place my file and pencilbox on the table, BOOOOMMMM.....
poor tunkai.... he made the whiteboard fell... even the nails dropped... cool huh... Mr Wong was so... laughing and ask tun kai to get it done... tun kai get the hammer and started... before i could sit, Mr. Wong ask me to help... LOL... wat did i do man.. haha... so the 'heroic' lin hui came to the rescue... haha... wat a joke... hammered the nails back... first try failed... then second try done... and i hit my thumb... it was FREAKING pain... =.=l'

and tun kai was like... damn fish??? haha... the fishy one on my right and the emo(TS) one on my left... wat the toot... normally ts wont be emo de.. but u noe... problems... and his emoish(term given by TS himself, initially to TK) behaviour of tat day brought the mood down... no fun... haihz...
So next time dun emo k, TS... lol...
And tun kai, next time be more careful... 2 times, he made himself a laughing stock... not really a laughing stock but made everyone laughed and cheer up... lol... is it really tat??? lol... but i THINK there are better ways to make ppl happy.. lol... haha

The Last Day... Good Luck to Me, Myself and !... and ALL my Frens from all schools

2009-05-12T16:55:00.002+08:00

School examination will start tomolo... darn... i hate exams but no choice... still hav to sit for it...
Add maths 2- the first paper... had been doing add maths since like... dunno when... haha... let's see what i haven study yet... sejarah, komsas, el, chem, phy, bio... haha... not haven study la... abit abit... but not sejarah... haven even touch... hopefully i wont fail...

yesterday and today were superb... the whole day in class do add maths... it seems tat everyone in class is afraid of add maths... haha... today... nothing special... haihz... definisi nilai also haven memorise... too bad... tomolo moral...

Feeling very tired now... i feel like sleeping but cannot... later wake up at 12am... shit... nilai haven memorise... not enough time later...

i think tats all for now... its a short one... if i hav some time later, i'll post about wat happened on sunday... it's interesting and hopefully tun kai wont kill me...XP U wont rite tunkai???
title... 'The Invincible TunKai' haha...

tata... nid to do revision... ^^

2 more days to go... make full use of it gentlemen...

2009-05-10T13:40:00.002+08:00

Exams are 2 days ahead...
Yet I have not finished my reivison...
History is still the my weakest subject...
Although I had been studying it for days....
The first paper is Add Maths...
Which i think is stupid...
Y would they arrange it so...
To torture and torment us....
It will take 3 weeks...
To finish the whole examination...
It is a long journey...
For someone un-prepared like me...
Wishes had been made...
Prayings had been done...
Either I pass or I'm dead...
I just dunno which one...
Hopefully it's the first one...
To pass with flying colours...
If it's the second one...
Its my dooms day...
This is a random post...
I dunno what i'm writing...
Forgive me for wasting ur time...
Reading this stupid thing...

"Why does hot dog come is package of ten while hot dog buns come in package of eight??"
Answer this to enlighten yourself for once... The answer is a simple one... Tell me ur answer if you want.... So as to get the correct one...
~DesMonD*TaN~

I Love Her For That She's Beautiful

2009-05-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

I loved her for that she was beautiful;
And that to me she seem'd to be all Nature,
And all varieties of things in one:
Would set at night in clouds of tears, and rise
All light and laughter in the morning; fear
No petty customs nor appearances;
But think what others only dream'd about;
And say what others did but think; and do
What others dared not do: so pure withal
In soul; in heart and act such conscious yet
Such perfect innocence, she made round her
A halo of delight. 'Twas these which won me;—
And that she never school'd within her breast
One thought or feeling, but gave holiday
To all; and that she made all even mine
In the communion of love: and we
Grew like each other, for we loved each other;
She, mild and generous as the air in spring;
And I, like earth all budding out with love.

Oh My Goodness... i cant believe it...

2009-05-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

my goodness... i juz couldnt believe it... they scheduled add maths as the first paper... argh... its just... i dunno wat to say... and there's bio 1, 2 and 3... same goes to chemistry and physics... 3 weeks of examinations and they make us study the 3 subjects every week... they set 1 part for each week... darn... wat to do... i cant go and scold ramani... the next thing i noe will be 'i die a natural slap'... lolz...
today in school was so great... first is add maths... haihz... i dun wanna comment bout the teacher ady... tired liao... then is el... mrs. ramani not here... so free period... then komsas... teacher came in... and nothing learnt... later is lk.... and moral... another 2 free periods... after recess... no comment... tun kai and i planned to study in McD on this coming saturday... beside the giant shopping complex in tmn connaught... anyone interested to join??? now i'm busy thinking of wat to do about the english language project.... any suggestions?? i really nid help here and i truly appreciate ur help... but pls make sure it something sensible and logical... no craps... coz i'm being serious here...>.< size="1">like i will* :P
now i'm doing my nilam... tunkai took it and say he din... then he found them with him... and return them to me... tomolo hav to pass up ady... deng... and also BiO peka... haven finish... needed help here... so cham...
i've been trying to concentrate in revising especially sej but sometihng is stucked in my head which i cant get it out... and i dunno y... or perhaps is this meant to torture me or something??? so tat i cant study and eventually fail my exams... darn... really hav to get it out by saturday... if not i can bet my sejarah will not be more than 50 marks... others still hav to revise... still not enough... each time i read there'll be surely something tat i missed out previously... tats the BaD thing bout not having a photographic memory.. like te sheng and tun kai's... ^^
Hopefully i dun get MAD becoz of studying... haha...
i think tats it for today... nid to finish up my work and go to bed... too sleepy ady... :(

Tuesday... normal... exam getting nearer...

2009-05-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

today's tuesday... and once again i was late to school... reached school at 7.30... haha... cool eh... nothing happened... did my DC and everything was fine... i had a stomachache... darn.... pain like i dunno how to say la... i planned to stay back and study my sejarah... but i couldn't find my sej notes which i photostated... i thought i left it at home so i called my mum to fetch me... no choice but to go home and study... but when i reached home, i still couldn't find the book... haihz... apparently, i lost it... haha... no choice but to borrow it from Jun Jie again tomolo and photostat again... wat a pain... i started studying at 8.00pm... and at tat time i was listening to this music... in youtube... tun kai sent me the link... and it so happened tat my memorising went smoother than normal... i mean i'm able to memorise the notes easier than normal... this song helps... haha.. juz dunno y... and so... i studied till now and its 11.01 now... i decided to post this before i go to bed... so i think tis is the end for today's post... i know its short but no choice... nothing special happened today...

so nitez guys... ZzZzZzZ....

sunday, my day, monday, board meeting...

2009-05-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

Sunday
ok... lets start with sunday... nothing happened except my parents and aunts went out, leaving the younger ones namely, my cousins, my sisters and I at home... and it was cool... before that was add maths tuition... there's exam.... te sheng cant finish all the questions.... he said stucked halfway... and first time i saw him DAMN FREAKING EMO!!! lol... u'll noe when u see his facial expression... haha... then exam was good... not baddd.... boleh tahan... but dunno can score anot... lolz... at night, we ordered pizza... RM60++... and i dun really felt full... damn... the last time my sister, my grandad and i had McD was like RM70++... so wat would u say bout RM60++ lol... and i wanted to but my hair short... the barber dun let... wat the heck... duh... its my hair... not urs... cut only la... he insisted not cutting for me... damn... haiyah... cincai la.. no mood wanna care ady... i noe this paragraph bout sunday is kinda confusing coz i juz type anything happened on sunday tat whoosh across my mind... i'm juz too lazy and tired to type them chronologically... sry guys...

Monday
everything happened today was unexpected...i woke up at 6.30am... tat was freaking late.... i did everything in a rush... and reached school at 7.23am... darn.... and then the register counter wasnt set up coz i dunno tze jian was absent... and again, i took the register book out of the office and arranged them hurriedly... pn khoon said. 'y so late only prepare' and i was thinking.. sorry... sorry... haha... my bad... luckily wai soon helped me to carry the tables... or else, all the teachers will be standing down there waiting for... ME.... haha... pretty cool huh... ALL teachers waiting for ME... XP
in class, the first period was BM and the teacher was absent... En. Firdaus came in instead... everyone was of absolute silence... i juz dunno y... then BI... everything was fine with BI... then M3.... u noe wat happen la maths... tze keat and i had a nap... i juz couldn't stand it.... my eyes can barely open... luckily no one noticed... haha...i feel really sorry bout tat... tried to 'remove' tat habit but so far, i did it like twice a week??? last time was like... everyday!!! great improvement... haha... Mrs. Ramani took over Moral lesson... and the board meeting... Mrs. Ramani did not attend the meeting... i bet ALL the form 4 prefects felt xtrimly happy... haha... ended at 1800... and i rushed out and went home... din went home actually... stucked in the jam and reached tuition at 6.40...
tuition started and everything was going on smoothly except for 1 thingy... i slept in the class... for the first time since i joined Mr. Ngooi's tuition, i slept... and his shouting woke me up... then there 'this gal' (i dun wanna write her name) slept as well... i dunno wat happen la... woke up and everything was xtrimly blur to me... and Mr. Ngooi started to link the 2 of us... craps started shooting out of his mouth... like 'dunno then ask me',' dun simply do','must practice one','i noe u're good in using the internet'... and i was like... ohh myy godd..... here it comes again.. damn... nothing would hav happened if the gal din said ' yesterday i slept at 2...' and again he startedt he evil laugh and ask stupid questions again.... made me so embarrassed... and puff... i can feel the shame rushing down from my brain down my face... uh.... it sux... damn... then physics tuition... nothing to say coz seriously i nid to study my sejarah... and i nid to sleep..

Nitez.... and (L)... sarangheyo...

1st of May

2009-05-01T22:46:00.004+08:00

today's labour day... at first there's extra class for sejarah coz teacher said wanna complete our project... then canceled... tunkai and i decided to hav a group study in McD for 4 hours... eventually, it's also cancelled coz tun kai said no transport... too bad la... work till 5pm and came to genting... i'm now in genting, starbucks... online... haha... the adults are in casino...i knew its gonna be boring so i brought along my laptop... prepare for the worst... muahahaaha... nothing to post actually... except those photos my cousin took for me, of me... its actually ugly... i think... but they FORCE me to take... pity me...

this is me... i dunno y... calling tun kai but he din answer... then this picture was taken...

then i call again and another picturee was taken.... XP

Starbucks... expensive but nice... ^^

from left: mavis, stephanie and christina... the two o ne the left r my cousins... the other is my sis

argh...

2009-04-25T00:27:00.003+08:00

ok... i noe its very late now but i still cant sleep yet... i've been surfing the net and playing games with brandon and now, i hav to complete my chemistry hw... haihz.... tats the bad thing bout me... the laptop is just unwilling to let go of me... o shud i say i'm too addicted when i started surfing the net... lol... i've not been playing exciting games for a month or more... except for those mini games like chuzzles, chess, ink ball and solitaire... today's nothing special... juz tat tomolo is speech day and i'm not going... i've not been to speech day since i started form 1... too many pros ady...(tats the nice way of talking) o i became stupid ady(tats the harsh way...>.<) seriously, exam is coming and i dun think i've done enough revision o watsoever.... there so many things in my room tat keep me away from books... lol... too bad la... today first period is Physics... the teacher wasnt even teaching man.... damn... she cant teach!!! seriously... i dun think those hu din go for tuition can understand wat she's trying to tell... is hard even for those who went for tuition... lol... then sejarah... today i had forgotten to bring the CD to school... luckily teacher din enter our class... but is he angry with our class?? most of the teachers do... then Mrs. Ramani came in for EL... she even took 1 of the PJ period coz Mr. Ramesh wasn't here... so the whole class had PJ just for about 10-15 minutes only... tats enough for them but not for me... after school, i played basketball... haha... today there's the rehearsal for speech day... wat we shud do and so on during speech day... i'm not going also... but Pn. Majinah wanted everyone hu will be taking prizes to go... so go only la... go there play 'chi ku pak'... lol... our class is the noisiest, naughtiest and most childish of all Form 4's... and i'm proud of it...^^
today got ICC meeting... election of the upcoming ICC board... tun kai became the vice president... the president is Ng Hui Xia from PESS... Robert became Asst. Treasurer and now he says he dun wanna become... lol... wat on earth is happening... and also curious about one thing... does my blog sux??? lolz... i think it is... coz i sux so my blog sux then my life sux and my attitude sux and my studies sux and my brain sux and everything about me in my life sux... lol... really a?? i also dunno... crapping around makes me happy... >.<

tats all for today... my eyes are closing... and i hav not finished my chemistry yet!!!!!!! Seni SeViyoRum...

monday... boring man...

2009-04-20T22:41:00.004+08:00

today was monday... which i had been looking forward to since saturday... for godknowswhat reason... hehe... let's start with school... the first lesson is BM... i was innocently doing my hw at my own seat, wearing this spiderman mask which makes me look more like a black spiderpig, and this blardy jackass jagon came n kacau me... he caught teacher's attention and we were 'halau-ed' out and finish our hw before entering... so CURSE THIS BLARDY ASSHOLE!!!!!
the BI... BI as usual la... u noe... everyone was afraid... oh my god... now english.. got oral again.. haiyo... but today teacher brought the wrong file... so no oral... but also sux... as usual... here comes maths, our favourite subject... te sheng, tun kai, tze keat and tan lin hui(me... wrote my name becoz make it looks nicer ma... all name start with 'T') were talking bout stuffs... boys at our age often get into 'troubles'... but not me... they three only... i'm the listener and advisor... haha... after recess, nothing special except for last period, moral... 3 stupid emo-ish(this term was originated from tze keat, created by te sheng) guy was emo-ish-ly sleeping.... not actually sleeping... haha... after tat nothing nice happen la... all also normal... group study... went home... cut hair... eat... then TUITION... yay!!!!

today lost RM1.... don't judge a book by its cover... and this is wrong... shud be don't judge a book by the cover... lol... RM1 hilang... to a gal... but happy la... ^^

all in all(learnt by Mr. Ngooi but Pn. Khoon said tat there's not such phrase), today i'm freaking happy... happy things have been running and spinning in my head... hopefully it can last... so tat i wont become another tze keat... haha... HAPPY!!! 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you... had a crush...

yesterday... PESS prefects' gathering...

2009-04-19T17:17:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was Saturday... Friday=Combined Boards' Day... Saturday= PESS Prefects' Gathering... a few of us went actaully... namely Wai Lam, Jeremy Ee, Pavithran, Andrew Wong, Chan Tze Keat and me... six in total... i reached school at about 7.35am latest... we're suppose to meet in the prefect room by 7.30am... Ee was just a few steps ahead so he reached first... and both of us waited for PaVi... he came 15 minutes late... according to him la... BEN said tat the event starts at 8am n ends at 12.30pm... we walked to the Plaza Rakyat, not via the Horley Link coz it's closed... wat a luck... we reached there at around 8.05am... met Tze Keat n Andrew at around 8.20 am??? walked there and saw Wai Lam walking out towards us...

The event started at around 8.45am i suppose... initially it sux... coz its boring... then after the refreshment, the dances and advertisement and stuffs were quite funny... and the refreshment is way better than our CBD's one man... haha... got 'fly lice', 'ciken', 'spegeti', 'kiukumber' and 'kali'... lol... a china man speaking english... lol... there were also this ABC and cendol thingy... first time i eat the ice together with all the beans and stuffs... normally i eat the ice and syrup only... XP...

The best thing i like about the gathering is their game and the souvenir... ok... for the very first time i'm putting pictures in my blog... lol... here they are... the pics of the souvenirs and the booklet only... i din take picture during games becoz i'm 'busy'... hehe... solving maths problems... lol...

This is the cover of the souvenir... its actually a box...

This is booklet.. front page...

This is a sort of badge thingy... isn't it cute?? ^^

This is last year CBD souvenir for all the members of the school's boards...

This is the badge... Its way better than last year our CBD one... Can u see the difference??? lol... one is like 'wow... impressive...' and the other is like 'so this is wat we get?!?!?'

This is overall the stuffs tat i get... i think... hopefully i din lost anything...^^

This year's CBD souvenir haven get yet... hopefully is something better than last year and the PESS one... if cant be better also then HOPEFULLY same 'level' as the PESS's

So far, PESS prefects' gathering is the best one i've attended... not including my school's CBD la... and also becoz tat PESS one is the only one i've attended this year... lol... hoping more to come... i sure go... haha... looking forward to attending next year's PESS prefects' gathering...

Friday.. PJ... CBD...

2009-04-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

wow... today was tiring... i went to school in the morning with lots of things... i'll name them.. 2 big pack of toilet rolls(30 rolls altogether), PJ shirt, palas shoes, books(not so many), fork and spoons, tissues, manila cards and garbage bags... wat the toot... so many things man... my hand almost break... eventhough i asked kuan lim to help me with the toilet rolls... haiyo... PJ... i planned to play football... but brian they all ask me play basketball coz not enough ppl... so i play lor... wat to do... i too pro ady... they nid me... haha(perasan)... after PJ went for recess... i was sweating like i jsut bath and wore the cloths without wiping myself... lol... i mean everyone's sweating... i just dunno which teacher decide to put our PJ on friday... somemore before recess... darn... after school, i went to collect my phone from tun kai... and ya... today during assembly suddenly spot check.. check all the students... yeng man... after collecting my phone, waited for Ee coz wanna pass him his phone... then pav, wai lam, phua and i went down to PS for lunch... its closed so we went for McD... and when i was about to order, ee rang me up... asking me to get back to school coz they're starting to arrange the refreshment room... and they nid to plan... so where is the plan???? in my head lor... i bought a sprite and went to school after finishing it, leaving the three jackasses behind... hehe

then, we arranged everything, run here and there coz of Shin Yin and Chee Hui... help, no nid, help, no nid... like we're bought and sold and bought and sold and then bought again... used, and dumped... LOL... every was prepared... went for the event... i'm lazy now so i wont be telling wat happened in the hall... haha... those we r there good la... u noe.. for those hu r not, ur problem... no nid to noe... ^^ i tot tong lai was gonna perform so i din go and take the ice from uncle.... suddenly only kai chi ask them to go for refreshment... crap... Ee and I ran downstairs, into the canteen, opened the box and took the ice... with the water dripping, drenching my pants, running to the refreshment room... luckily they haven come down... phew... after CBD, we cleaned the hall then chao... i took 8 packs of mihun... no one wants it... so they r all my supper... muahahaha...

tats the end of it... its just a short one... malas wanna type... somemore got chemistry haven do... tomolo hav to wake up early to iron my cloths... going for PESS prefects' gathering... bye...

ok... today's 15... yay... lol...

2009-04-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

today is 15 like i said... yay.. n lol.. nothing actually happened... two days ago, i bought a knife... tat was my first knife... its toollogic and its pretty cool... with a whistle and torch light... i plan to buy the other parts of it... maybe the diamond shaperner o magnetic torch... o firestarter... or i'll buy all of them.. haha... maybe next month coz this month no money ady... too bad...

nothing special happened today... everything was like usual... after recess, i was wearing chun hong's glasses all the time... annd he forget to get it back from me... so i brought it back home... haha... many homeworks haven finish... haihz... got EL, add maths, BM and maths for school, physics, add maths and chemistry for Mr. Wong's tuition... haiyo... sian man... and i'm still waiting for the adobe illustrator thingy from tze keat... nid to design name card for interact club and t-shirt for prefect... hopefully i dun hav to design the interact's T as well.. coz i haven use that thingy before so if i dunno how to use o cannot design, i'll hav to design using hands... and tats very veyr bad... :(

CBD is coming... this friday... and there'll be loads of things to do... Kai Chi took over my job as narrator... hehe... i dun hav to speak... yay!!! i juz hope the event wont be a failure... the performances... hopefully it'll be the best of all... after tat, i think i'll put more of my concentration in my studies for mid term... i'm not actually doing much for this CBD but i've been staying back till very late this few weeks... i dun even hav the energy to study once i reach home... and i HAV to sleep earlier... sob sob...

Last thing... do i look like a drug addict??? today Pn. Barathi talked about dadah during sivik lesson... and she asked about tanda-tanda dan sifat-sifat seorang penagih dadah... no one answered so she juz say them out... she said 'berbadan kurus' , 'sentiasa kelihatan letih dan lesu'.... after she said tat, everyone at Te Sheng's place looked at me and laugh... dey... i'm juz sleeping rite... i dun... look 'lesu' and tired all the time... its the teacher's teaching tat makes me sleep man... swt... Pity me...

Long Time... Busy Time...

2009-04-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

oh... its almost like 2 weeks i din update man... or more than 2 weeks.. haha... kinda boring a... copy hw all the times... tomolo nid to pass up komsas somemore... and i haven finihs yet... then still got oral... and EST project... then got EL... walao... damn many hw man... haihz...

Yesterday went to SMKTC's carnival... tun kai, te sheng and i went for tuition first before going to the carnival... we went there at 12.45pm... i think... around tat time la... hu cares bout wat time it is... we reached there and then buy the coupon la... RM10 leh... nothing to buy... almost all also sold out... and its freaking hot... i bought the carrot cake... RM4 and its not nice... wasted Rm4... then bought 5 sticks of satay... its nice... RM 4 also... RM4 spent happily... then wanted to buy drinks... te sheng and i walked almost the whole school and either we dun hav enough coupon o the drinks sold out... finally, thanks to ker shiong(i dunno how to spell his name leh...) we found a drink stall... i bought mango juice... RM2... its taste like a cup of orange juice which taste ngam ngam and u go add another cup of water into it... RM2 wasted... basically, RM6 wasted... haha

Went home and Tun Kai went to my house to take his file... since he's following Te Sheng's car back and Te Sheng's mum isn't there yet, Tun Kai went to my house and played L4D... but Te Sheng din come... Zhong Sik Heng Yau... argh... he would rather go to kopitiam with u noe hu( if u dunno then i'll tell u hu... its U-NOE-HU...XP) haihz... wat happened next is i dunno... hehe...

I think tats it coz i nid to go out for dinner... bye... darn u Te Sheng!>!>!>!>! =)

28 of March... next saturday, dooms day...

2009-03-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today is the first time i miss sports day since standard 1... and it feels.. odd... like kinda funny... yesterday i came back at 7.40pm from leisure mall... i planned to surf the net... but instead of turning on the laptop straight away when i get into the room, i lied on the bed... and start thinking of something... u noe... something i've been thinking recently... hehe... and i fell asleep... at 8.30pm, my grandfather woke me up and ask me to off the laptop... at that time, it was raining heavily... like i could hear the thunder striking when i am dreaming where there's actually no thunder in my dream... then i woke up, dragged my feet to my sister's room and saw the laptop... i tried to off it but there wasn't any 'shut down' button becoz it was in standby mode... i rung my sister up and shouted at her, asking for her password... haha... i was really really damn freaking fustrated at that time... i really hate being waken up for some minor stuffs... it pisses me off... so now u knew it, so DUN wake me up for not serious or strong reasons... ^^ and i continued my sleep... today, i woke up at 7, looked at my watch and... 'its just 7am... uh-hh...' and sleep again.. then i woke up at 9.30am... i cleaned myself and went downstairs, on my laptop, make myself a cup of 3 in 1 and took my chemistry notes out... by the time when all were done, its already 10.00am... and tun kai called me n told me he's in front of my house... and so, he came in n used my laptop... lol... time flew and it's 10.30am... i tot tat the teacher today is the 'sat pai' teacher... whoever knows who she is, keep ur mouth shut... haha... when tun kai n i reached there, te sheng n weng hong were there already... we sat n chatted... and the legendary wong came in... my mouth almost dropped and my heart beat started to increase... 'i hope there wont be a test today...' and there came the test paper... i cant remember all... damnit... haihz... no choice but to tembak... there's so many things i forgot to write it down... for example, balancing the equation, the colour of Cr+ , the stated of the elements, the equation of ion formed by aluminium... i'm gonna get real scolding from Mr. wong next week... haihz... and tats real bad... today, they said that all must switch off the lights n turn off the electrical appliances form 8.30pm to 9.30 pm... my family did... for upstairs only... but since my computer is installing updates, i left it on-ed... i went out at 8.00pm and came back at around 10pm... and the comp is still installing...i dunno what's wrong with this comp... haihz... juz bought it and there were so many problems... i promised i'll use it till i graduated from college or what not... haiyo...

i think tats it today... is it too short??? i hope not... n i think not... haha... bye...

hi... wat number is this post??

2009-03-24T23:56:00.003+08:00

hihi... its almost or i should say more a week and a day since my last post... School started on the 23rd of March... However, i'll be back to school on Thursday, 26th of March... Here's the story... My sister was supposed to accompany my aunt back to singapore with her(aunt) 2 kids on 20th of March.. At 1302 hour of tat day, my aunt realised tat my sister's passport had expired... funny rite... its not my sis hu found out tat... ^^ So, I came to rescue... XP and i went to Singapore...
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-20th of March-
We(my aunt, my cousins and I) went to Singapore by bus... Transtar... wao!! Tat bus is superb... there're movies(english, mandirin, malay, japan, korea, hindi, thai), musics, games, cartoons and wi-fi... on the bus... each person has his/her own seat... the screen is in front of them and the can do their own stuffs... cool huh... i watch 2 korea movies.... and time really flies... normally, we'll take those normal bus which we will be sleeping for hours and yet, we're not there... but this time, i dun hav enough time to do watever i wish to do... sad to say... haihz... reached there about 9pm... bathed and played DOA... then sleep... wat a peaceful day... haha...
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-21st and 22nd of March-
ok.. these two days i did nothing but eat, sleep, bath, play DOA, watch bleach and revise my school stuffs... so u can imagine la... hehe...
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-23rd of March-
today, i woke up at 12.00 noon... and i din play DOA... coz my mum's coming... hehe... actually i watched bleach while doing my hw... and again, time flies... my mum, my sister and my aunt(my mum's youngest sister) reached... then we went down to the kopitiam for lunch... and miracle happened today... i was expecting scoldings from my mum coz i din tell her my Bio result but tat din happen... wat a relief... phew!?!?!?! and then, we took MRT to Jurong East, then took a bus to IMM shopping complex... we went straight to the IT shop... my mum was planning to buy my sis a new laptop coz she's entering college... and a notebook is a must... tats wat i think...(coz my desktop sux to the max... the RAM is 256mb... imagine tat...) she chose the COMPAQ one... its a really nice one... and my mum asked me to choose one... muahahahah!!! i cant describe my degree of happiness... i can get a new laptop... and i chose the HP Pavilion... keke... pretty cool huh... the patterns r nice... the keyboard rox... everything seems nice to me... and i went back home... tested it and... wat the t**********t........................ the key for the letter 'k' dropped out... damn...
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-24th of March-
i took the laptop all the way to IMM and had it changed... I NEEDED ANOTHER ONE!!! DUN GIMME BAK THE SAME FUNKY THINGY!!!! and tat jackass told me tat i must wait till 5.00pm coz they ran out of stock... so they had to send someone to get it from somewhere else which i dunno... * if i knew where the place is, i MIgHT go there and steal some... XD* my mum rang up my unk n asked for his favour to get it when he's on his way back from work... then when my unk reached there at 5.30pm, tat jackass said tat they'll deliver it to us at 8-9pm... and they asked us to meet him at Woodlands MRT station... this drove me crazy... argh.... i waited for so long... haihz... then finally i get back ady and now, i'm typing this 'sort-of-diary' thingy... haha... not really a diary coz diary shud be updated daily but mine isnt... haha... so i'll be going bak tomolo.... erm... actually its today... coz now its already 25th of March... so i'll be home today by 3.00pm... ^^

HI again... Long time no see liao...

2009-03-17T02:16:00.001+08:00

OK.. hi again... its been a long time since the last time i posted a new blog... coz there r 2 reasons... firstly, its becoz i'm having my exam and secondly, as u all know, i'm lazy.... haha... So i'm back n alive again... XP
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lets talk bout wat happen after the exam n NOT the exam coz its pretty sad to talk bout tat... all flung... damn.... ok... i started to go for CHEM n ADD MATHS tuition at the 'u-noe-domino-upstairs' there... hehe... and its ok... the 'legendary Mr. Wong'... wao... spookey.... hehe... its on the erm... 8 of march i suppose... the first day i went there for CHEM... Te Sheng n Tun Kai told me tat all the gals there were 'hot' n 'smart'... hot those no need say la... sure hot la... and smart... erm... i dun really noe coz i cant see tat through their faces.. not like 'hot' this kind of description bout them... and yesterday, Mr. Wong asked bout their Add Maths marks... and wat the heck... the lowest is.. i think 86... as i remember... i dun even think i can get 70 for my add maths in school... u noe la... panic and everything went blank when the paper came... seriously... Te Sheng, Tun Kai and i were like.... *mouth-opened* WOW!!!! MBS sure kena shoot kao kao...
then today's the first day i went to Mr. Ngooi tuition at 6.30pm... and i'm very happy.... hehe... for some reasons... *secret... then rushed to Exclusive A tuition centre there for Physics... they sure are pretty far ahead of school but i did some preparation.. hehe.. i read the topics... luckily... or else i would been =.= blur blur during the class... and there are homeworks to be done... so i hav to reduce my gaming time... not to stop coz i cant n wont stop... its kinda addictive... and i HAV to get 12A1... 12A1's n my whole family will hav a free trip to Clubmed.... muahahahahaha.... tats a pretty big challenge for me... so i hav to work hard from today, this hour, this minute, this second, this mili second and wat so ever.... *act, i told myself tat last week...* well i guess now's the end of my gaming life.... bak to *work* dude...
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lets see... there r erm... oh ya... the performance... on the 13th of March which was 2 days back, i suppose 3 days coz it has passed 12..... the 3 jackasses from MBS went to tuition in the morning, 10.30am, wore formal attire... and everyone was looking at us...baffled.... cant blame them coz we do look weird at tat time... * y r they wearing formal to tuition... its juz a 2 hours tuition... lol...* and then someone asked Te Sheng to take photo with them o.... syok man... haha.. but tat silly TS said *BYE*... =.=l' after tat, Te Sheng n Tun Kai went to my dad's stall n had our lunch... put their stuffs at my house coz Mrs. Ramani doesnt allow bags there and took a bus to LRT... after that, we took a taxi to KLPAC... and on our way there, the taxi broke down... lol... wat a sad thing... i dunno whether the few of us r having an extremely bad luck o the taxi went luckless right after we stopped the taxi... lol... the performance was at first kinda ok la... then the second half was awesome... the tricks were way better than the previous ones and their funny acts... one of them was ******************************** cant tell u.... u missed it.... haha.... too bad la... after tat, we tumpang-ed(although i know there no such word) Kriskkumar's van n went to Titiwangsa LRT station... bought the ticket and... went wrong side of the railway... swt... Te Sheng and i were like.... *huh*??? u noe la.... u cant blame us for making such a silly mistake... we normally take planes home... LRT isnt our style.... haha.... reached home and mum was watching TV... i cant watch the football match.... although i'm no a football maniac... but tat day i feel like watching it... waited n waited n waited... finally... my aunt called and she paused the show... coz its CD ma.... then i watch the match....
~wow!!! its 1-0.. yay... MU's leading....
*after not even a minute*
~ wat the f***!!!! the stupid torres scored... not even a minute since i started watching and that MF scored... damn...
*mum finished her phone talk n she continued her movie...*
*++ 40 minutes later....++ yay!!! movie's over... can watch ady*
~ WTF!!!! 3-1 ady... damn.... stupid LIVERPOOL!!!!!!
* continue watching and after some time... decided to off
~ DAMN!!!!!!!! another jackass made it 4-1..... TOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!
OFF-ED and went upstairs... stupid match... the best thing bout tis is LIVERPOOL SUX and they took 70 years to trash MU 4 goals again... and yet they din improve.... lol....
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haihz... i'm facing lots of problems now.... i think, hopefully..... lets make it this way... i SWEAR to god i'm gonna sleep at latest 11pm from now onwards.... i'm so damn freaking sleepy everyday... today's the last day i stay up so late... i SWEAR!.!.!.! tomolo there'll be prefect's gathering at TS... i'm not sure hu's going but i'm sure tat i'm not going coz not my mum doest allow me to go but becoz i dun wanna go.... i dun wanna go becoz i dun feel like going... once i dun feel like going then i will not hav the mood to go... and if i dun hav the mood to go, i wont go... and if i dun go, i wont go la.... chei thai said in his blog tat they'll be singing, bintang walking and other stuffs i think... seriously... i dun feel lke going for those stuffs.... although i can sing well, but... haha.... (perasan again... Syok Sendiri(SS)) besides, i hav kasturi tuition tomolo... physics n chemistry which i go becoz i've paid for this month... after this month, i wont be going except for BIO... T.K.Leong rox.. hehe... i think tats all for now.. my eye are closing.... 5-4-3-2-1 tup... closed.... haha.... so good night... hopefully my wishes come true... and wat r my wishes??

1st wish: Get good results for mid-semester examination n end-semester examination(hopefully
12A1's)
2nd wish: i wont be so sleepy anymore...
3rd wish: i can keep my promise both whether its made to others o to myself...
4th wish: Get myself a *********, preferably a ***,***** and **** like *********.... hopefully
5th wish: Get rid of all the ******* n ***** ****** n ********
6th wish: Be *******
7th wish: Get 12A1's for my SPM( it comes the last becoz there's still a long way to go before my
SPM starts... so by time goes by, this wish will move up each level and will be my
utmost priority)
8th wish: All my 7 wishes stated above come true....

* i noe i hav a lot of wishes but hopefully all of them will be fulfilled*Dr3aM c0m3s TrUe* ~BYE~

Tuesday... OMG...

2009-03-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

WoW.... so fast tuesday liao... i din realise tat.... and i've juz started my sejarah... not revision but actually reading it... i mean i noe nothing about sejarah before this... not even the first chapter!!!! pity me... and admire me.... haha... So, i have exactly 3 days to finish 2 chapters which i think its kinda lot... not the duration for me to study is alot but the chapters and facts that i need to remember is alot... but no choice... so stay bak after school to study la... come home cannot study de... see the bed only... fuh~~ ZzZzZzZzZ.... sleep ady... when wake up... walao.... y so dark de??? and oh S**T.... i haven bath leh... so go bath and then hav my dinner... 10pm ady... read wat leh... haihz... nvm la... still got tomolo... tomolo only study la... then the same thing happens tomolo... when it comes to the last day... tomolo only read la... aiks... tomolo exam ady wor... die lor... stay up until 4am... then sleep... and wake up at 6am... during exam sleep like pig and failed the exam... haha... predictable...
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Tomolo is BM paper 1 n paper 2... so sad... can be considered my worst subject... luckily there's no MCQ questions... tat paper i can make sure tat i can score 3/4 of the questions... half maybe can la... juz MAYBE.... hopefully this time will be the first time i score great marks in BM penulisan... and hopefully if its the first time, it wont be the last time... it SHALL never be a LAST time for tat... hopefully la... coz my BM sux seriously... i've never achieved an A for BM since standard 4... except the PMR la... actually i dun even noe how i can get A for BM in PMR... ^@^- hehe....
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ok la... i wanna continue my revision.... i've juz wasted about half an hour of my precious time... lolz... so cya... au revoir....

MoNdAy... the first day of school... wat a sad day it is...

2009-03-02T20:14:00.004+08:00

today=Monday... went school like usual... late... then the best thing tat happened today is.... during DEAR(Drop Everything And Read) programme... I dunno wat happened to RAMANI's eyes.... she saw me talking... my probate, Lee Tze Jian, and I were standing at the register counter... coz tats our duty... ^^ when the assembly started.... one of the Junior P's came and told me... "MRS. RAMANI WANTS TO SEE FOUR OF YOU"... "ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR".... so with all due respect, we went up... and she scolded us...
' Good Morning, Mrs. Ramani'
'What were u doing juz now? it's DEAR programme rite... and u r not reading...'
'No teacher... my probate and i were reading...'
'I saw both of u were talking and the other 2 of u were dealing with the student. U shud have asked the student to go back and read.'
'Teacher, juz now Tze Jiet told me not to lean. So, i told my probate as he was doing the same thing. I DID read teacher.'
'So u're trying to say tat my eyes r having problems is it? I saw u 2 talking. Ur book is on the table and u r facing straight. How r u going to read?'
* kept quiet as there's no point in arguing with her coz she brought up the statement "So u're trying to say tat my eyes r having problems is it?"
'One more time i saw u doing tat again I'll ask u to stand there!"
* i was thinking... where's the 'there'???
'Prefects are not any higher than normal students.' ( i think tats what she said la... if the syntax wrong also nvm... coz tats wat she meant...)
* went back to our duty post...

*** ok... so tats the 'conversation'... hehe... but the problem is... like I've mentioned, i talked to tze jian to tell him not to lean... then i look up becoz tats the second bell and I'm looking at the prefects n probates hu r still not asking the students to line up... haihz... teachers are always correct... what to do... we're students ma... haihz
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The second best thing tat happened today is... PHYSICS lesson... i took my workbook and went to Te Sheng's seat to seek help from him... tats this question tat i dunno how to do... Te Sheng explained to us and OK... tats fine... then suddenly, this idea came... Teong, Te Sheng and I took the book and went to the teacher's table...
' Cikgu, soalan ini macam mana buat huh??'
* she write n write.... which i dun understand what is she writing...
* then she got the answer... and the 3 of us were listening to her explanation...
* surprisingly, we din expect to get the answer tat we wanted... OF COZ not the answer of the question... but the answer for our mission... =*&^%$#@!@#$%^&= she is not a good teacher... coz she answered the question by pure 'TEMBAK'... lolz
* then after about 10 minutes, i went to ask her another question... which i dunno n te sheng was busy with other stuffs... tis questions she noes how to solve...
AIM : To see whether this teacher is a good one or juz a 'boleh-boleh punya'
CONCLUSION : She's a 'semi-permeable teacher'... haha... lolz.. BIO terms coming in... =.=
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here comes the last part which will be very very short... MRS. RAMANI punished almost the whole class... those hu dunno both 'DULCE ET DECORUM EST' and 'THE MAN HE KILLED' must write 25 times of each poem for her... tomolo must pass up 10 times of each poem and another 15 on the saringan day... juz becoz she's 'considerate enough coz our exam is coming...' LOLZ!!!

i thinks tats it for today la... coz exam coming liao... need to revise.... bye for now... haha...

Sunday...

2009-03-01T18:19:00.002+08:00

ok... today's sunday... i woke up at 1000 hrs... and tats still pretty tired... then i went out to work... the 7 hours 'adventure' out there is as usual- BORING!!! n SLEEPY!!! but today there's something different... i feel like there's something missing today.... but i cant figure out what it is... so i juz----- BIARKAN....
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then, suddenly i realise tat JOA asked me to buy toilet rolls... by next week...(tis was said on friday...XD) then at 1730 hrs, i went to popular, LM first.... because that stupid BIO reference book which i bought some days ago was F**K**G useless... every question which i dunno how to answer and needed the help of it isnt there.... CRAP it mAn!!!!!! then i went to buy SUCCESS reference which is 101 times better than tat stupid book... whats the name of the book again.... *searching for the useless book and read its name* It says here 'NEW VISION 3G SPM BIOLOGY'...... and enter my list of useless books in the whole damn world... muahahaha... then i check out the price of the toilet rolls at GIANT.... its RM14.00++ so i decided to go TESCO to buy... RM 11.90... okla... and the receipt should be kept... HWX haven even pay me the previous toilet rolls... i'm gonna kik him ass, twist his arms, break his neck, slay him alive then cut off his head.... if he doesnt wanna pay me la.... XD
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then n then n then, i came home... on-ed my comp in started typing his freaking blog... ^^
okla... u're not freaky... dun cry.... those who r reading tis blog is freaky... happy??? muahahahaaha...XD
And so.... tats for now... MAYBE i'll post again later... juz maybe... coz i nid to continue my revision... wednesday will be the first day of exam... so no more TV, no more games and no more whatever tat is stupid... do nothing except for studying..... but can eat la... i cant study without eating... I LIVE TO EAT!!! NOT EAT TO LIVE!!!! haha... those hu has the same concept as me sama gang one... hehe... okla...byebye...

*TaTa*

Saturday... Extra class...

2009-02-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today BM teacher called for an extra class... planned to go shool at 0800 de but woke up later than I expected...XP then reach school at 0916... surprisingly, i sweat eventhough i din play much... lol... pretty cool huh... then changed my shirt and went for the class.... In class, everyone was playing their HP, including me-XP the class started at 1000 and ended at 1125... TeSheng n JianQi followed my car... actually not my car, my parents' car... hehe... then went to th shop... helped and went home at 1350... slept for about 40 minutes... then bathed and went to tuition... came back at 1700...
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Then, Brian, the bean-pole came... he did his LK project.... and i did my revision on BIO... almost fell asleep.... haha... after that, brian wet home and i had my dinner in front of the TV..... there was this show called Diamond Club... i laughed so hard tat i can feel the pain at my stomach... almost had a stomach cramp man... haha...
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Then, came up... played CS and studied... haihz... next wednesday exam liao... so sad... MY SEJ A!!!!!!!!

Friday... My grandmother...

2009-02-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

Ok... Today is a FryDay... This happened like normal... Unfortunately, Pn. Khoon kinda scolded me, asking y am i always looking so sleepy... i wish i know the answer... No matter how early i go to bed, i will still feel sleepy tat next day.... juz dun understand...
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Next week Wednesday will be the starting of Ujian Selaras... Now i'm worried bout my BM, ENG, PHYSICS, KOMSAS, PJ, LK, EL... Almost all the subjects... BIO n CHEM i THINK can gua... Asking me to answer ur questions in class orally wont be a problem to me... but i'm afraid tat i will not be able to write out the answer.... Explanations n all those stuffs... Haihz... Oh Ya... and my SEJ... I've not even started reading the textbook yet man... and its until chapter 2... Form 4 chapters hav no story lines... S**T..... Few more days... And the EST... Scientific terms.... My goodness.... how am i suppose to find out the scientific terms during the exam for my Essay section???? And ADD MATHS.... YongLaiYen.... i dun even noe wat she's teaching... she wouldnt let us ask questions... not even if we DUN understand wat she's teaching in the class... and she would ask us to SHUT UP when everyone's copying notes QUIETLY... and... the word 'SHUT UP' is a very very rude word for a teacher to say to students.... My goodness....
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Today very sian.... i din stay back for basketball... NOT because i wanna study but because i hav to go to my unk's house to pray.... u noe... my grandma passed away end of last year... i forgot which month.... so today its dunno wat they call... hav to pray for her... sad.... and tonight we'll be going out for dinenr together.. with my unks n aunts... i wish tat i can skip tat part... sitting on my yellow lil chair, in my small lil room, in front of my small lil table, reading my small but thick lil books and do my small but tough lil exercises... haha... everything's small to me... although they r small, but they're great... like my fren, BRANDON CHONG.... haha... no offense man...XP
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I think tats it for today... maybe i'll write again later... IF i can stay at home...
Just hopefully I dun nid to go… coz it’s kinda boring n I dun wanna waste my time man… muahahaha…

*TaTa*

OhAiYo...

2009-02-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Its like alomst a year i din touch this thingy... In fact, i've forgotten about this blog... Today i feel kinda bitter... Homeworks... Assignments... Scoldings... Like usual, u noe... but today's kinda slightly different... Some sort of feeling which annoys me ALOT...
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Let's talk bout the board meeting i had on monday.... Mrs. Ramani came... She joined the 'family'... Haha... So, grammar became our utmost priority... And of coz, she spotted our mistakes... The first mistake was made by our DEAR Vice Captain 2 == Allan Lee Wei Zheng... muahahaha... 'There's no such word as 'dutying' ok...' what a slap on his face... But i dun think he felt it coz.... Here comes the second one... He tried to correct my pronounciation of the word 'NOVEL'... Unfortunately, for him, Mrs. Ramani speaks Queen's English... So, as usual, I Am correct...(perasan gila aku nih...) Haihz...Now i'm feeling lazy even to type... I think thats it for now... Homeworks... Too many homeworks to be completed, too little time to complete the homeworks... How will i look when I'm 20 if I continue living like this??? Sleep at 2a.m, wake up at 6a.m.... Ish.....?!?!?!

Wat a sad day...

2008-04-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

today my grandmother passed away... 2.30am...
so sad... but still go school... reach school tat TTK, like damn serious one... joke also cannot...
go cancel his signature... haihz... memang sianz...
also dunno y... senior asking probate to do all those stupid and impossible task can one...
probate cannot say anything o complain... BUT WHEN PROBATE JOKE ONLY.... FUH... MAMPUS LA... like they damn serious like tat... lan zing ging... eat dust la... talak guna punya cilaka...

went my unk's house... do all the preparation... then mourn... 5 hours... crazy.. lucky tomolo i wanna go school... escaped half way... haihz...

After Tutition

2008-04-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

ah... finish tuition ady...
today get RM1... tuition so sian...
wear the cap but asked to take it off... by Mr. Ngooi... troublesome...
wear cap only ma... sign of rebel konon... sial tul..

today Team E won... muahaha... continuously score 6 times of 5 marks... all scored by Phua and I... haha.. but 5/6 also scored by me la.. ^^(perasan betul aku nih).. haha
the stupid exam... suddenly only minus 1 mark... then go add 1 mark to KianYang... if he wins me by 1 mark, i'm gonna kill tat Ngooi... suddenly only go minus my mark...

Very boring a... Sejarah ELEMENT 2 haven even start yet... Geography KGT also haven start yet... waiting for my *leng* to do... wakaka... i no nid do... boss no nid to do all this one...

now my eyes can barely open but i don't feel sleepy... today sleep during Maths lesson... right after finishing my Intervensi 2... haha... sleep until the lesson almost end... then only started copying the notes...
Form 3 a now... must work hard ady... but feel like very malas wanna work hard... like juz wanna sleep on my bed and do nothing... online, eat, sleep, clean myself... tats it... but cant online everyday... swt... why why why... haihz

Boring...

2008-04-14T19:28:00.000+08:00

it has always a boring day to me...
but today is extremely boring...
feel like wanna die ady...
the stupid chager dunno go where dy... find for 1 hour also cannot find.. darn..
the feel like drawing... then drew...
but as usual, my drawing sux...
got myself into trouble during duty... as usual...
dunno y always in trouble... but it seems tat my system is going down... gonna shut soon..
getting worse...
now nid to cook something to eat... later got tuition... but dunno wat to eat...
DARn it...